Your Struggle With Worship

Exodus 20:4-6
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Pastor Colin invites us to explore the second commandment, which prohibits making idols or graven images. He shares an anecdote about meeting first-time visitors who commented he did not look as they imagined from hearing him on the radio, illustrating how easily people create mental images that may not align with reality.

Colin explains that since God is invisible, it’s natural but misguided to create images to represent Him. He asserts that any image, no matter how well-intended, cannot justly represent God and often distracts from true worship. The second commandment, as he puts it simply, instructs not to make idols because they are limited by their nature and diminish God’s true essence.

He acknowledges that some find physical aids like icons and crucifixes helpful in worship but cautions that these can obscure as much as they reveal. For instance, a crucifix might remind people of Jesus’ sacrifice but ignore His resurrection and glorification. Therefore, relying on such images can lead to a distorted understanding of God.

Expanding on idolatry, Pastor Colin utilises Augustine’s definition: idolatry is “worshipping what should be used or using what should be worshipped.” He provides examples of this through C.S. Lewis’ distinctions between various forms of love, from “my boots” to “my God,” emphasising that confusing these categories results in improper worship and idolatry.

Colin also discusses how society dangerously replaces God with created things, which only leads to destruction and fails to meet our deeper spiritual needs. He culminates his sermon by highlighting how God’s jealousy guards against idolatry, ensuring that nothing distracts from Jesus Christ, the true image of God, and the only way to genuinely know and worship Him.

1 00:00:00,000 –> 00:00:06,800 I’d like to invite you to open your bibles at Exodus 20 as we come to the second commandment 2 00:00:07,440 –> 00:00:13,040 in which God speaks to us, saying you shall not make for yourself an idol. 3 00:00:14,240 –> 00:00:19,600 Authorized Version translates that as a graven image. We’re going to look together 4 00:00:19,600 –> 00:00:26,160 at the second commandment. Now a couple of weeks ago I had the pleasure of meeting some folks who 5 00:00:26,160 –> 00:00:32,160 had come to this church for the very first time. They had heard the ministry on the Unlocking the 6 00:00:32,160 –> 00:00:38,160 Bible radio program and because they had heard the ministry, they decided to come to visit the 7 00:00:38,160 –> 00:00:42,480 church. Came up at the front here to introduce themselves to me at the end of the service 8 00:00:43,119 –> 00:00:47,599 and they said it’s nice to meet you, they said. We’ve been listening to you on the radio 9 00:00:47,599 –> 00:00:54,480 and then they sort of paused and said you don’t look anything like we imagined. 10 00:00:56,799 –> 00:00:58,720 Now this raises a very obvious question. 11 00:01:01,279 –> 00:01:02,560 What on earth did they imagine? 12 00:01:03,599 –> 00:01:08,959 I was tempted to ask and then discretion was the better part of valor. I thought let’s not 13 00:01:08,959 –> 00:01:15,120 go there in case it turns out that you are a huge disappointment to these people. 14 00:01:16,160 –> 00:01:21,279 Now it is the most natural thing in the world to project an image from our imagination of 15 00:01:21,320 –> 00:01:22,919 something or someone we have not seen. 16 00:01:24,120 –> 00:01:29,720 And God is invisible and so it is therefore the most natural thing in the world quite 17 00:01:29,720 –> 00:01:35,720 instinctive for us to create within our minds and sometimes in art and craft and sculpture 18 00:01:36,360 –> 00:01:44,360 images that are intended to point to him, remind us of him, represent him in some kind of way. 19 00:01:44,440 –> 00:01:51,160 And at the very simplest level, the second commandment speaks to this issue. 20 00:01:52,680 –> 00:01:56,199 Don’t make an idol. 21 00:01:57,879 –> 00:02:02,879 The problem with any image that is intended to represent God, is that it can never do 22 00:02:02,879 –> 00:02:05,320 him justice. 23 00:02:05,320 –> 00:02:14,119 Any image will in its nature be far far far less than God is to the point where it will 24 00:02:14,160 –> 00:02:20,240 distract us from him more than it will draw us to him. 25 00:02:20,240 –> 00:02:25,979 And so, just at a very simple level, I want to commend this for your consideration. 26 00:02:25,979 –> 00:02:29,940 The second commandment speaks directly to this issue. 27 00:02:29,940 –> 00:02:38,320 I know that there are many folks who say that they find icons and sometimes beads and pictures 28 00:02:38,320 –> 00:02:41,759 as a kind of aid to devotion. 29 00:02:41,800 –> 00:02:44,639 And I want to ask you to consider this. 30 00:02:44,639 –> 00:02:48,440 Don’t try to be wiser than God. 31 00:02:48,440 –> 00:02:52,479 It’s very common for folks to say, yes, but I really worship God through this, and this 32 00:02:52,479 –> 00:02:54,699 is a thing that helps me to worship God. 33 00:02:54,699 –> 00:03:01,000 You will find that kind of language, by the way, very prominent within Hinduism, and the 34 00:03:01,000 –> 00:03:05,759 second commandment urges us not to go down that road. 35 00:03:05,839 –> 00:03:12,740 Remember that images do as much to distract us from God as to represent Him to us. 36 00:03:12,740 –> 00:03:16,080 Think of the famous piece of artwork in the Sistine Chapel. 37 00:03:16,080 –> 00:03:21,600 You know, the image of God, the finger of God coming out of the sky, gives some representation 38 00:03:21,600 –> 00:03:24,940 of his awesome power, none whatsoever of his love. 39 00:03:24,940 –> 00:03:29,279 You get that image fixed in your mind, you’ve got a distorted image of God. 40 00:03:29,279 –> 00:03:34,000 Because while it represents one thing it obscures another. 41 00:03:34,000 –> 00:03:35,399 That’s the problem. 42 00:03:35,399 –> 00:03:37,399 That is a created thing. 43 00:03:37,399 –> 00:03:42,460 It’s limited as part of the creation, it cannot represent the creator. 44 00:03:42,460 –> 00:03:48,940 Some of us were distracted by pictures of Jesus in children’s books. 45 00:03:48,940 –> 00:03:54,779 Years later in adult life we carry within us some idea that Jesus is essentially spineless 46 00:03:54,779 –> 00:03:57,679 anemic and rather weak. 47 00:03:57,679 –> 00:04:02,259 Because that was the picture that we picked up from a children’s book fifty years ago 48 00:04:02,419 –> 00:04:06,020 and it stayed with us somewhere. 49 00:04:06,020 –> 00:04:16,820 Gentle Jesus, make him mild, part of the truth, but it’s obscured as much as it has revealed. 50 00:04:16,820 –> 00:04:22,779 Many people wear little crucifixes — crucifixes are an image of Jesus on the cross. 51 00:04:22,779 –> 00:04:25,619 Well now that reveals something, doesn’t it? 52 00:04:25,619 –> 00:04:31,779 It reveals and reminds that Jesus died on the cross for our sins, but it also obscures 53 00:04:31,779 –> 00:04:35,540 something — the fact that he’s not on the cross now. 54 00:04:35,540 –> 00:04:41,619 He’s risen from the dead, he’s exalted, he is triumphant, and his sacrifice for sin is 55 00:04:41,619 –> 00:04:46,760 completed, it is over, and my salvation is found by resting in this, and by looking up 56 00:04:46,760 –> 00:04:51,940 to the risen Lord and savior who loves me, and embraces with me, and walks with me every 57 00:04:51,940 –> 00:04:54,799 day of my life. 58 00:04:54,799 –> 00:04:58,519 So there’s an issue here for us to consider, and perhaps for some of us to consider in 59 00:04:58,519 –> 00:05:01,260 a fresh way. 60 00:05:01,260 –> 00:05:07,220 Art and sculpture can capture the beauty and the wonder of creation — they are wonderful 61 00:05:07,220 –> 00:05:13,480 gifts that should be used in this way — but they cannot capture the glory of the Creator, 62 00:05:13,480 –> 00:05:20,179 and when art and sculpture attempt to capture the glory of the Creator, it obscures as much 63 00:05:20,179 –> 00:05:22,119 as it reveals. 64 00:05:23,040 –> 00:05:26,019 Now, I want to suggest to you that that, of course, is one of our great difficulties in 65 00:05:26,040 –> 00:05:31,559 worship, not just in terms of art but in terms of our whole thinking about God. 66 00:05:31,559 –> 00:05:41,200 You see, my most intimate experience of love, my most wonderful experience of being loved, 67 00:05:41,200 –> 00:05:46,760 doesn’t get near the love of God for me. 68 00:05:46,880 –> 00:05:52,399 Our most awesome apprehension of power, the hurricanes we see in Florida that make us 69 00:05:52,399 –> 00:06:01,119 gasp with awe, they don’t get near the awesome power of God. 70 00:06:01,119 –> 00:06:06,359 One of the struggles that I think we experience in worship is that, too often, we try and 71 00:06:06,359 –> 00:06:14,420 shave God down to a system of thought or to the limited horizons of our experience and 72 00:06:14,420 –> 00:06:16,640 you just can’t do that. 73 00:06:16,640 –> 00:06:20,260 God says, to what will you compare me? 74 00:06:20,260 –> 00:06:27,799 There is nothing with which we can compare the incomparable One. 75 00:06:27,799 –> 00:06:31,500 And it’s for that reason that worship is one of the most difficult challenges, one of the 76 00:06:31,500 –> 00:06:36,260 greatest struggles in all of our experience, and we’re coming to look at it in the second 77 00:06:36,260 –> 00:06:37,920 commandment. 78 00:06:37,920 –> 00:06:42,619 I reckon that, at first sight, the second commandment looks pretty easy. 79 00:06:42,679 –> 00:06:47,380 It’s rather like a wall or a rock that, from a distance, makes you say, hey, I could climb 80 00:06:47,380 –> 00:06:48,940 that one. 81 00:06:48,940 –> 00:06:52,459 I might struggle with some of the other commandments, but, you know, I’ve no totem poles in the 82 00:06:52,459 –> 00:06:57,500 garden, I’m not overwhelmed by some great urge to go and create a piece of wood that’ 83 00:06:57,500 –> 00:07:01,220 whittle a piece of wood that’s going to be an object of worship, I’m just good on the 84 00:07:01,220 –> 00:07:02,640 second commandment. 85 00:07:02,640 –> 00:07:08,140 Well, as we look at what it really means, we’re going to see it goes far, far deeper 86 00:07:08,140 –> 00:07:09,260 than that. 87 00:07:09,880 –> 00:07:17,940 I want to suggest to you that learning to truly worship God, as he is, is indeed one 88 00:07:17,940 –> 00:07:22,760 of the greatest struggles of any of our lives. 89 00:07:23,500 –> 00:07:28,779 I want to give you a famous definition of idolatry given hundreds of years ago by Augustine, 90 00:07:28,779 –> 00:07:31,420 a great leader of the Christian Church. 91 00:07:31,420 –> 00:07:37,940 I found this profoundly helpful and it opens up two dimensions that are involved in idolatry. 92 00:07:38,019 –> 00:07:48,440 Idolatry says Augustine is worshiping what should be used or using what should be worshipped. 93 00:07:48,440 –> 00:07:50,299 Very important definition. 94 00:07:50,299 –> 00:07:56,540 Idolatry, what is condemned within the second commandment, idolatry is worshipping what 95 00:07:56,540 –> 00:08:03,299 should be used or using what should be worshipped. 96 00:08:03,299 –> 00:08:09,739 I found that I was helped to understand this better by a distinction that C.S. 97 00:08:09,739 –> 00:08:14,739 Lewis makes in his famous book, The Screw Tape Letters between five different phrases. 98 00:08:14,739 –> 00:08:17,859 I’m gonna give them to you and then we’ll work them through together. 99 00:08:17,859 –> 00:08:29,600 Here are the five phrases, my boots, my dog, my wife, my country, and my god. 100 00:08:30,559 –> 00:08:36,219 Now it’s very interesting that these phrases cover the entire spectrum of love. 101 00:08:36,219 –> 00:08:40,880 I can say that I love my boots, I love my dog, I love my wife, I love my country, I 102 00:08:40,880 –> 00:08:41,880 love my god. 103 00:08:43,260 –> 00:08:47,859 In fact it’s interesting, as it happens, that just the other week Karen and I were 104 00:08:47,859 –> 00:08:49,119 out shopping. 105 00:08:49,119 –> 00:08:54,460 She bought some new shoes, she’s been wearing them to school and just the other day she 106 00:08:54,460 –> 00:08:58,960 said to me, I really love my new shoes. 107 00:08:58,960 –> 00:09:02,679 She had been finding them really comfortable, great. 108 00:09:02,679 –> 00:09:08,440 Later in the day she said, I love you. 109 00:09:08,440 –> 00:09:12,280 Now this is interesting, isn’t it? 110 00:09:12,280 –> 00:09:17,359 I’m hoping that there is some kind of a difference or a distinction between the way in which 111 00:09:17,359 –> 00:09:21,000 words are being used here. 112 00:09:21,000 –> 00:09:26,719 These five statements take you all the way from ownership to worship. 113 00:09:26,719 –> 00:09:34,119 From that which is to be used as a resource to the one who is to be worshiped alone. 114 00:09:34,119 –> 00:09:41,619 And I found it helpful to understand that spectrum and then to ask the question what 115 00:09:41,619 –> 00:09:47,159 do I mean when I say, my God? 116 00:09:47,159 –> 00:09:49,520 Let’s look at the spectrum a little more closely together. 117 00:09:49,520 –> 00:09:50,520 First of all, my boots. 118 00:09:50,520 –> 00:09:55,919 Think about this, I choose the boots that I like. 119 00:09:55,919 –> 00:10:03,200 I choose them because the appeal to me, they fit my style, they make me look good and they 120 00:10:03,200 –> 00:10:05,919 are comfortable for me to wear. 121 00:10:05,919 –> 00:10:10,659 They exist entirely for my comfort, my use and my pleasure. 122 00:10:10,659 –> 00:10:14,159 If I ever see a better pair of boots that I like much more than the ones that I’ve 123 00:10:14,159 –> 00:10:18,080 got I will feel at liberty to change them. 124 00:10:18,080 –> 00:10:22,400 If I tire of my boots, if my boots wear out I can replace them. 125 00:10:22,400 –> 00:10:28,780 My boots help me to avoid pain, which I’d experience if I walked without them. 126 00:10:28,780 –> 00:10:40,119 But if my boots ever cause me pain, I will dispose of them, of course, instantly. 127 00:10:40,119 –> 00:10:41,619 Now let’s move on to my dog. 128 00:10:41,619 –> 00:10:44,219 A dog has its uses, doesn’t it? 129 00:10:44,219 –> 00:10:48,000 A dog can be a good friend, a dog can guard your property, a dog can make sure that you 130 00:10:48,000 –> 00:10:51,799 get some exercise that we all need. 131 00:10:51,979 –> 00:10:54,200 There are all kinds of uses for a dog. 132 00:10:54,200 –> 00:11:00,880 But a man who treats a dog in the same ways he treats his boots is a disgrace. 133 00:11:00,880 –> 00:11:03,700 There is some loyalty here, there is some responsibility. 134 00:11:03,700 –> 00:11:06,799 The dog is more than the boots. 135 00:11:06,799 –> 00:11:12,320 You don’t just have a dog to use it. 136 00:11:12,320 –> 00:11:13,700 My wife. 137 00:11:14,700 –> 00:11:22,020 A man who cannot tell the difference between my boots and my wife is in big trouble. 138 00:11:22,020 –> 00:11:27,059 And actually if you think about that, it’s a pretty serious comment. 139 00:11:27,059 –> 00:11:33,659 Because isn’t that precisely why some marriages are in big trouble today. 140 00:11:33,659 –> 00:11:40,380 The tragedy is that instead of being a relationship of mutual love and support and comfort and 141 00:11:40,440 –> 00:11:46,179 strength of partnership to pursue the glory of God, that a marriage can too easily degenerate 142 00:11:46,179 –> 00:11:51,840 into a relationship in which two people use each other as a resource. 143 00:11:51,840 –> 00:11:55,380 I need him for the money to support my lifestyle. 144 00:11:55,380 –> 00:11:58,960 I need her to raise the kids. 145 00:11:58,960 –> 00:12:07,359 I need her for my image, my pleasure or whatever. 146 00:12:07,359 –> 00:12:12,320 And instead of being a relationship between two people in which there is mutual loving, 147 00:12:12,320 –> 00:12:21,320 caring, and serving, and honoring, it becomes a relationship of use, and that’s one step 148 00:12:21,320 –> 00:12:24,320 from a relationship of abuse. 149 00:12:24,320 –> 00:12:30,400 See, when I was preparing this, I looked back to what I just written about the Boots. 150 00:12:30,400 –> 00:12:34,599 Can I read you what I said about the boots? 151 00:12:34,599 –> 00:12:38,580 Probably this time we’ll put in my wife or my husband instead of the Boots. 152 00:12:38,580 –> 00:12:41,780 I find that quite revealing. 153 00:12:41,780 –> 00:12:47,419 I chose my wife, my husband, because I like the way she looks, because she fitted my style, 154 00:12:47,419 –> 00:12:50,859 and because she’s comfortable for me to be with. 155 00:12:50,859 –> 00:12:54,619 My wife exists entirely for my comfort, use, and pleasure. 156 00:12:54,619 –> 00:12:57,659 If I see a better wife, I can change her at will. 157 00:12:57,659 –> 00:13:01,500 If I tire of her, or if she wears out, I will replace her. 158 00:13:01,559 –> 00:13:06,979 My wife helps me avoid pain, and of course, if she were ever to give me pain, 159 00:13:06,979 –> 00:13:10,919 I would dispose of her instantly. 160 00:13:10,919 –> 00:13:16,719 But you see that’s not too far from where a lot of people are in our society today, 161 00:13:16,719 –> 00:13:18,119 right? 162 00:13:18,119 –> 00:13:24,520 See what happens in a society where we lose the capacity to regard another person as greater 163 00:13:24,520 –> 00:13:28,520 than ourselves? 164 00:13:28,520 –> 00:13:30,080 My country… 165 00:13:30,419 –> 00:13:33,539 We move even further in the direction of responsibility. 166 00:13:33,539 –> 00:13:36,840 We’re moving away from ownership all the time, you see. 167 00:13:36,840 –> 00:13:40,080 I own the boots. 168 00:13:40,080 –> 00:13:43,460 No sense really of owning the country, I belong to the country. 169 00:13:43,460 –> 00:13:46,679 The country is so much bigger than me. 170 00:13:46,679 –> 00:13:56,940 You don’t choose the country you like, you are loyal to the country to which you belong. 171 00:13:56,940 –> 00:13:58,840 My country is far bigger than me. 172 00:13:58,900 –> 00:14:06,280 There may be times when I am called upon to lay down my life for my country. 173 00:14:06,280 –> 00:14:14,260 You remember President Kennedy’s great words, ask not what your country can do for you, 174 00:14:14,260 –> 00:14:20,039 ask what you can do for your country. 175 00:14:20,039 –> 00:14:24,940 We’re moving away from using something as a resource to serving something that is greater 176 00:14:24,940 –> 00:14:28,200 than ourselves. 177 00:14:28,260 –> 00:14:31,419 Here we come to My God. 178 00:14:31,419 –> 00:14:39,559 Here we come to the relationship of worship in its purest form, and here’s the problem, 179 00:14:39,559 –> 00:14:47,460 some folks can’t tell the difference between My God and My boots. 180 00:14:47,460 –> 00:14:49,599 That’s idolatry. 181 00:14:49,599 –> 00:14:57,679 If you say My God, with the same sense of wanting to try and use Him as a resource as 182 00:14:58,159 –> 00:15:04,760 mean when you say My boots, you are an idolater. 183 00:15:04,760 –> 00:15:06,440 That’s what idolatry is. 184 00:15:06,440 –> 00:15:09,640 It confuses the creation with the Creator. 185 00:15:09,640 –> 00:15:15,039 It takes Yahweh who invites us into a personal relationship, and it regards Him as being 186 00:15:15,039 –> 00:15:20,080 there for my convenience and my pleasure. 187 00:15:20,080 –> 00:15:23,359 So let’s go back now to Augustine’s definition of idolatry. 188 00:15:23,359 –> 00:15:24,940 Remember two parts. 189 00:15:25,179 –> 00:15:29,299 Idolatry is worshiping what should be used, in other words, taking stuff like the boots 190 00:15:29,299 –> 00:15:34,200 and putting it in the place of God, or it is using what should be worshiped, taking 191 00:15:34,200 –> 00:15:38,880 God and regarding Him in the same way as you regard the boots. 192 00:15:38,880 –> 00:15:41,500 Think of these two things. 193 00:15:41,500 –> 00:15:44,299 Worshiping what should be used. 194 00:15:44,299 –> 00:15:50,760 Of course, that’s what Paul talks about in Romans chapter 1 and verse 25, replacing the 195 00:15:50,820 –> 00:15:59,919 creator with created things, and there’s only one way to dethrone created things, and that 196 00:15:59,919 –> 00:16:05,400 is to ask the question what are they for? 197 00:16:05,400 –> 00:16:07,960 Take marriage. 198 00:16:07,960 –> 00:16:11,020 Marriage is a created thing. 199 00:16:11,020 –> 00:16:13,179 It is not eternal. 200 00:16:13,179 –> 00:16:18,500 It is a good gift of God given for a purpose. 201 00:16:18,500 –> 00:16:23,280 If I’m to avoid it taking the place of God and making an Idol out of my marriage, I need 202 00:16:23,280 –> 00:16:26,479 to start asking the question what is my marriage for? 203 00:16:26,479 –> 00:16:31,900 That’s the most important question a young couple can ask before you get married. 204 00:16:31,900 –> 00:16:33,039 What is marriage for? 205 00:16:33,039 –> 00:16:37,820 It’s the most important question for me or for any other married person to be asking 206 00:16:37,820 –> 00:16:39,640 now. 207 00:16:39,640 –> 00:16:44,000 And the answer of course is that marriage is a partnership of mutual love and support 208 00:16:44,020 –> 00:16:48,840 So that two people together may serve God more effectively. 209 00:16:48,840 –> 00:16:53,880 If I have discovered that this is what it’s for, then I will be prevented from making 210 00:16:53,880 –> 00:16:58,159 it an Idol and putting it in the place of God. 211 00:16:58,159 –> 00:17:04,300 Same with a family. 212 00:17:04,300 –> 00:17:09,680 What is a family for? 213 00:17:09,680 –> 00:17:12,239 The family is a created thing. 214 00:17:12,239 –> 00:17:13,239 Created for a purpose. 215 00:17:13,280 –> 00:17:15,280 What is it’s purpose? 216 00:17:15,280 –> 00:17:20,180 So that children may be raised in the knowledge of God and an experienced of his love reflected 217 00:17:20,180 –> 00:17:24,880 through parents and be given a good establishment for life itself. 218 00:17:24,880 –> 00:17:31,859 If that’s what it’s for, then I will understand how to pursue family life. 219 00:17:31,859 –> 00:17:35,199 It’s the same with money. 220 00:17:35,199 –> 00:17:39,160 I’ve got to ask the question what is money for? 221 00:17:39,339 –> 00:17:46,819 Remember that money is a resource to be used, not a God to be worshipped. 222 00:17:46,819 –> 00:17:51,560 I am a steward of whatever he places into my hands, but what he places into my hands 223 00:17:51,560 –> 00:17:55,020 is given to me that it be used. 224 00:17:56,560 –> 00:18:00,239 If I don’t use it, I’m making a God of it. 225 00:18:00,239 –> 00:18:05,819 So the question is, Lord, how do you want me to use what you have given to me? 226 00:18:05,819 –> 00:18:07,939 Don’t let it become a God to me. 227 00:18:08,520 –> 00:18:13,239 And maybe the most important question that any individual has to ask is, what am I for? 228 00:18:14,560 –> 00:18:19,660 I mean, am I just a machine to kind of be fine-tuned for physical performance? 229 00:18:20,699 –> 00:18:26,400 Am I a temporal soul to be expanded for endless experiences of pleasure? 230 00:18:27,920 –> 00:18:32,000 No, you and I are special creations of God. 231 00:18:32,819 –> 00:18:37,900 We are made intentionally by him in his image for his glory, 232 00:18:37,900 –> 00:18:44,699 and that is why you cannot find the fulfillment of your own self or purpose apart from becoming 233 00:18:44,699 –> 00:18:47,579 a worshipper of him. 234 00:18:49,920 –> 00:18:51,439 That’s the second commandment. 235 00:18:54,680 –> 00:18:56,760 You’re worshipping what should be used. 236 00:18:57,859 –> 00:19:00,400 Taking my boots, my music, 237 00:19:00,579 –> 00:19:05,699 my money, my marriage, my family, my career, my cause, my country, my ministry, 238 00:19:05,699 –> 00:19:12,660 and placing them in the place of God – that’s idolatry. 239 00:19:14,260 –> 00:19:21,140 But it’s only the first part of idolatry, and the second – if anything, I find is 240 00:19:21,140 –> 00:19:25,079 an even greater temptation and struggle for me. 241 00:19:25,280 –> 00:19:27,079 Let’s look at it. 242 00:19:27,079 –> 00:19:32,719 Not only is it taking what is given to be used and putting it in the place of worship, 243 00:19:32,719 –> 00:19:38,500 but it’s taking the one who should be worshipped, and it’s attempting to use him – that 244 00:19:38,500 –> 00:19:40,699 also is idolatry. 245 00:19:40,699 –> 00:19:46,900 Now, God comes to us, and he invites us into a personal relationship. 246 00:19:46,900 –> 00:19:50,780 And this is a wonderful thing, but you know, there is something instinctive within our 247 00:19:50,959 –> 00:19:57,579 fallen nature that when God invites you or me the relationship with him, something within 248 00:19:57,579 –> 00:20:05,319 us says, ah, this could be useful. 249 00:20:05,319 –> 00:20:12,319 If we have a relationship with God, we could get him to protect our country. 250 00:20:12,319 –> 00:20:15,920 We could get him to bless our family. 251 00:20:15,920 –> 00:20:19,260 We could get him to give the things that we don’t have and the things that we very much 252 00:20:19,260 –> 00:20:20,260 want. 253 00:20:20,359 –> 00:20:25,699 We could ask him to keep the Dao Jones going up. 254 00:20:25,699 –> 00:20:31,199 We could ask him to have a great big church and multiply ministry. 255 00:20:31,199 –> 00:20:41,560 Yahweh invites us into a relationship of worship and there’s something instinctive within us 256 00:20:41,560 –> 00:20:49,920 that sees him as a resource to be used. 257 00:20:49,959 –> 00:20:53,619 We begin to come to him rather like Aladdin’s lamp. 258 00:20:53,619 –> 00:20:56,000 Remember Aladdin and his lamp? 259 00:20:56,000 –> 00:21:01,359 Great thing to have the lamp, you see, you can get anything you want when you rub the lamp. 260 00:21:01,380 –> 00:21:06,400 If you or I approach God like that, that is idolatry. 261 00:21:06,400 –> 00:21:14,199 It’s taking the one who is to be worshiped and it’s attempting to use him. 262 00:21:14,199 –> 00:21:18,920 I have to tell you that this is my biggest struggle with worship. 263 00:21:18,920 –> 00:21:26,040 I want to worship God authentically but there is something within me that wants to use him 264 00:21:26,040 –> 00:21:28,619 more than worship him. 265 00:21:28,619 –> 00:21:30,660 I want, of course, that he’ll forgive my sins. 266 00:21:30,660 –> 00:21:32,219 I want him to get me into heaven. 267 00:21:32,219 –> 00:21:37,719 I want him to give me good health, long life, an intimate marriage, success in my career, 268 00:21:37,719 –> 00:21:40,339 healthy children, multiple grandchildren… 269 00:21:40,339 –> 00:21:45,579 the list is unending and if I find that I go without one of these things, I then have 270 00:21:45,579 –> 00:21:48,619 a problem with God. 271 00:21:49,599 –> 00:21:57,380 See, that’s why we keep coming back to this truth that the greatest worship you ever offer 272 00:21:57,380 –> 00:22:07,319 to God is loving him in the middle of something you don’t understand, loving him in the middle 273 00:22:07,319 –> 00:22:14,219 of a pain you would rather be without, because what that is saying is, 274 00:22:14,560 –> 00:22:18,060 Lord, I love you. 275 00:22:18,060 –> 00:22:27,119 And I will come as a worshipper, not as a user, but as one who offers myself to you 276 00:22:27,119 –> 00:22:36,160 in the pain, in the disappointment, I love you still. 277 00:22:36,160 –> 00:22:37,160 That’s worship. 278 00:22:37,160 –> 00:22:41,900 Remember the whole of the 10 commandments are an exposition of what it means to love, 279 00:22:41,900 –> 00:22:44,260 to love God and then to love our neighbor. 280 00:22:44,260 –> 00:22:51,540 One writer puts it very helpfully, the explosive power of the living God cannot be harnessed. 281 00:22:51,540 –> 00:22:59,140 He is never at our disposal, we cannot bargain with him, he is there to be worshipped, not 282 00:22:59,140 –> 00:23:00,579 to be manipulated. 283 00:23:00,579 –> 00:23:07,800 And you see ideolity tries to bring God under my control, worship places myself under his 284 00:23:07,800 –> 00:23:08,800 control. 285 00:23:08,800 –> 00:23:11,540 There’s all the difference in the world. 286 00:23:11,540 –> 00:23:17,599 But of course there’s no area where this is more sensitive to us than the area of prayer. 287 00:23:17,599 –> 00:23:21,599 Somewhere deep within us there often lies this idea that if I really pray, if I pray 288 00:23:21,599 –> 00:23:26,719 for a year, if I have a half night of prayer, if I pray all night then God must come through 289 00:23:26,719 –> 00:23:27,719 for me. 290 00:23:27,719 –> 00:23:34,400 And if he doesn’t we get very frustrated. 291 00:23:34,400 –> 00:23:39,099 Prayer is not a tool for manipulating God. 292 00:23:39,099 –> 00:23:44,859 Prayer is not an Aladdin’s lamp to get everything that I want. 293 00:23:44,859 –> 00:23:49,719 True prayer is offered in the name of Jesus Christ, that means in submission to him, that 294 00:23:49,719 –> 00:23:57,739 means that it is subsumed under his purpose and that is always the spirit in which I come 295 00:23:57,739 –> 00:24:03,459 to the one who loves me, and for that reason I’ve come to begin to love him. 296 00:24:04,459 –> 00:24:12,160 Idolatry, then, is very much closer to home than we often think, taking what’s to be 297 00:24:12,160 –> 00:24:23,020 used and worshipping it, taking the one who’s to be worshipped and attempting to use him. 298 00:24:23,020 –> 00:24:26,300 Now, that’s the second commandment. 299 00:24:26,300 –> 00:24:27,560 Why is it so serious? 300 00:24:27,560 –> 00:24:33,300 Why would this issue be the one that God would single out for the second commandment? 301 00:24:33,300 –> 00:24:37,319 It’s clearly a big issue, much bigger than we normally realise. 302 00:24:37,319 –> 00:24:41,859 Let me just offer three comments and the time that remains, all of them from the text here. 303 00:24:41,859 –> 00:24:48,579 First, idols are offensive, they are deeply insulting to God. 304 00:24:48,579 –> 00:24:49,660 Look at verse 5. 305 00:24:49,660 –> 00:24:52,959 “‘You shall not bow down to them or worship them. 306 00:24:52,959 –> 00:24:59,520 For I, the Lord your God, am a jealous God.’” 307 00:24:59,520 –> 00:25:02,560 Now here, we can use something that we learned last week. 308 00:25:02,560 –> 00:25:04,359 Notice that the word, Lord, there. 309 00:25:04,359 –> 00:25:08,839 If you look in your Bible, you see Lord is printed with four capital letters. 310 00:25:08,839 –> 00:25:12,859 Remember, we saw last week that if the word, Lord, is printed in four capital letters, 311 00:25:12,859 –> 00:25:16,439 it means that the Hebrew word Yahweh, the named that God gave to Moses, 312 00:25:16,479 –> 00:25:22,199 is being used, and that name means, I am who I am. 313 00:25:22,199 –> 00:25:25,319 So let’s put that back into the text and read it again. 314 00:25:25,319 –> 00:25:29,959 “‘You are not,’ verse 5, “‘to bow down to them,” that’s to the 315 00:25:29,959 –> 00:25:34,119 idols, “‘or worship them for…”‘ 316 00:25:34,119 –> 00:25:35,359 So he’s going to give us a reason. 317 00:25:35,359 –> 00:25:38,560 Here’s the reason coming on why you’re not to bow down to idols. 318 00:25:38,560 –> 00:25:44,119 “‘You’re not about down to them or worship them for, I am who I am.’” 319 00:25:44,439 –> 00:25:45,640 “‘I am.” 320 00:25:45,640 –> 00:25:47,760 That’s what the text says. 321 00:25:47,760 –> 00:25:50,079 That’s what God literally said. 322 00:25:50,079 –> 00:25:54,400 “‘You’re not to bow down to idols because, I am who I am.’” 323 00:25:54,400 –> 00:26:00,319 “‘I am not whoever you want me to be.’ 324 00:26:00,319 –> 00:26:07,359 And loving God means embracing him as he is, and any attempt to pretend that he’s something 325 00:26:07,359 –> 00:26:13,280 other than he is is profoundly insulting and offensive to God. 326 00:26:13,280 –> 00:26:18,839 Now, maybe we can get a handle on just how offensive and insulting this is from a human 327 00:26:18,839 –> 00:26:20,859 analogy. 328 00:26:20,859 –> 00:26:24,920 We all know that trying to reshape another person according to your fantasy is just about 329 00:26:24,920 –> 00:26:31,760 the most insulting thing that you can do, but let me paint for you an imaginary scene. 330 00:26:31,760 –> 00:26:36,660 I’ve chosen two names here, Hamish and Heather. 331 00:26:36,660 –> 00:26:42,420 This is a Scottish proposal of marriage that we’re going to describe here, and I want you 332 00:26:42,420 –> 00:26:48,540 to imagine, get in the romantic mood here, a candle lit restaurant, nice table. 333 00:26:48,540 –> 00:26:54,339 Hamish has saved up all his money and he’s bought the ring, and he’s about to propose 334 00:26:54,339 –> 00:26:56,099 to Heather. 335 00:26:56,099 –> 00:27:02,880 With the candlelight flickering in the restaurant, Hamish gets down on one knee. 336 00:27:03,800 –> 00:27:10,439 Heather, he says, will you marry me? 337 00:27:10,439 –> 00:27:17,680 You’re not what I was looking for but you’ve got potential. 338 00:27:17,680 –> 00:27:21,020 I’d like you to lose a little bit of weight. 339 00:27:21,020 –> 00:27:26,859 I need you to change your wardrobe, it’s dreadful. 340 00:27:26,859 –> 00:27:34,199 Your laugh really irritates me and you’re going to have to do something about that appalling 341 00:27:34,199 –> 00:27:37,219 accent. 342 00:27:37,219 –> 00:27:40,680 What will she say? 343 00:27:40,680 –> 00:27:46,959 She will arise from the table slapping him roundly in the face. 344 00:27:46,959 –> 00:27:55,500 She will say Hamish, you don’t love me at all. 345 00:27:55,859 –> 00:28:00,640 You’re in love with a glittering image that exists only in your imagination and I cannot 346 00:28:00,660 –> 00:28:04,579 and I will not fulfill your fantasy. 347 00:28:04,579 –> 00:28:07,520 You almost want to applaud for her, don’t you? 348 00:28:07,520 –> 00:28:13,119 Of course she would say that because she has been insulted in just about the deepest way 349 00:28:13,119 –> 00:28:15,819 a person ever could be. 350 00:28:16,780 –> 00:28:24,479 I am who I am, Heather would say, not whatever you want me to be. 351 00:28:27,099 –> 00:28:29,280 There’s an old love song that puts it well. 352 00:28:29,280 –> 00:28:33,060 I don’t want to get too mushy here, but I think it gets it just right. 353 00:28:33,060 –> 00:28:38,160 You’ve got to love me for what I am, for simply being me. 354 00:28:38,160 –> 00:28:42,479 Don’t love me for what you intend or hope that I will be. 355 00:28:42,479 –> 00:28:47,199 And if you’re only using me to feed your fantasy, you’re really not in love, so let me go, 356 00:28:47,199 –> 00:28:48,540 I must be free. 357 00:28:48,540 –> 00:28:54,800 Now can you imagine God saying that to you, because that’s precisely how some of us are 358 00:28:54,800 –> 00:28:57,280 treating him. 359 00:28:57,280 –> 00:29:03,000 Our post-modern culture is saying to us, God is whoever you want him to be, and nothing 360 00:29:03,000 –> 00:29:07,260 in all the world could be more offensive to the God who says, no, no, no, no, I am who 361 00:29:07,260 –> 00:29:09,800 I am. 362 00:29:10,439 –> 00:29:16,040 Secondly, idols are destructive. 363 00:29:16,040 –> 00:29:20,099 They’re offensive to God, but they’re destructive, look at verse 5 and 6 again. 364 00:29:20,099 –> 00:29:25,479 I the Lord, your God, am a jealous God, punishing the children for the sin of the fathers, to 365 00:29:25,479 –> 00:29:31,479 the third and fourth generation of those who hate me, but showing love to a thousand generations 366 00:29:31,479 –> 00:29:34,699 of those who love me and keep my commandments. 367 00:29:34,699 –> 00:29:38,119 What on earth does that mean? 368 00:29:38,119 –> 00:29:42,339 Well this is certainly not saying that God punishes children for sins they didn’t commit, 369 00:29:42,339 –> 00:29:46,079 I’ll be absolutely clear about that. 370 00:29:46,079 –> 00:29:50,300 God makes that clear in Ezekiel 18 and verse 20, if you want to follow it through, the 371 00:29:50,300 –> 00:29:54,300 Son shall not be charged with the guilt of his father, nor the father with the guilt 372 00:29:54,300 –> 00:29:55,300 of the son. 373 00:29:55,300 –> 00:30:04,060 God does not impute sin to other sinners, but the reality is that while the child may 374 00:30:04,119 –> 00:30:10,900 not be punished for the father’s sin, it is an observable reality that time and time and 375 00:30:10,900 –> 00:30:17,900 time again the child follows the father’s sin, he copies it, he repeats it, the father 376 00:30:20,180 –> 00:30:24,619 hates God, the son hates God. 377 00:30:24,619 –> 00:30:30,680 It is an observable reality in any society that a community reaps what it sows, that 378 00:30:30,680 –> 00:30:36,920 the more we replace the living God with idols as substitutes for him, the further and further 379 00:30:36,920 –> 00:30:43,920 we end up in the cauldron of the effects of our own departure from God. 380 00:30:46,439 –> 00:30:51,160 Look at how our society has changed in the last 40 years with the release and multiplication 381 00:30:51,160 –> 00:30:58,160 of promiscuity as something which is to be used as being put in the place of God. 382 00:30:58,560 –> 00:31:05,719 You see, the break up of family life, the multiplication of disease, we reap what we 383 00:31:05,719 –> 00:31:12,719 sow. No one sins in private. Every sin has a domino effect on those God has placed around 384 00:31:15,819 –> 00:31:20,560 us. The Bible faces up to the reality that all 385 00:31:20,560 –> 00:31:24,839 of us know, that we are affected by the sins of others. You go to any counsellor, you present 386 00:31:24,959 –> 00:31:29,339 a problem, in all likelihood they will ask you about your past experience. Why? Because 387 00:31:29,339 –> 00:31:34,079 they recognise that there is an influence that comes into our lives from our past experiences 388 00:31:34,079 –> 00:31:41,079 and from the sins of others. And that is why I am so grateful for the privilege of being 389 00:31:42,479 –> 00:31:48,400 a preacher of the gospel of Jesus Christ, because the good news of Jesus Christ says 390 00:31:48,880 –> 00:31:48,880 391 00:31:48,880 –> 00:31:55,880 that the grace of God can reach into these otherwise continuing lines. And some of us 392 00:31:56,339 –> 00:32:03,339 have known that. We’ve come from incredibly dysfunctional backgrounds. We’ve suffered 393 00:32:03,880 –> 00:32:10,880 from the example and perhaps the actions of others. But God’s grace has touched you, 394 00:32:11,859 –> 00:32:17,359 and because God’s grace has touched you, a new line begins with you. Light comes into 395 00:32:17,359 –> 00:32:23,780 a dark place because of you. A different kind of example touches your neighbours, your friends, 396 00:32:23,780 –> 00:32:30,459 your children, because of you. And it’s the grace of God bringing an entirely new beginning. 397 00:32:30,459 –> 00:32:35,959 He breaks the power of cancelled sin we sang earlier. He sets the prisoner free. He forgives 398 00:32:35,959 –> 00:32:41,359 sin and he breaks it’s power, so that in Jesus Christ as we embrace him and he embraces 399 00:32:41,359 –> 00:32:47,979 us, we no longer need to live under, the power of a bad example. 400 00:32:47,979 –> 00:32:57,219 It’s the release of the gospel and notice that while the breaking of God’s commandments 401 00:32:57,219 –> 00:33:04,719 sows weeds that afflict society for ongoing years and generations, it is also true, that 402 00:33:04,819 –> 00:33:10,199 a person comes to know and to love this living God, the influence of that spreads into the 403 00:33:10,199 –> 00:33:18,560 lives of others and it will never, never, never, never end. 404 00:33:18,560 –> 00:33:26,140 Idols are offensive, idols are destructive, that’s why we need to flee from them, and 405 00:33:26,140 –> 00:33:29,660 lastly idols are useless. 406 00:33:29,660 –> 00:33:34,339 The idea of course of inventing your own God seems very attractive because I could then 407 00:33:34,339 –> 00:33:37,079 invent a God who endorses everything that I want to do. 408 00:33:37,079 –> 00:33:38,280 Wouldn’t that be wonderful? 409 00:33:38,280 –> 00:33:43,719 Yes, except that such a God exists only in my imagination, and therefore is unable to 410 00:33:43,719 –> 00:33:46,140 do anything for me. 411 00:33:46,140 –> 00:33:48,459 He lives only within my mind. 412 00:33:48,459 –> 00:33:52,380 He’s produced as a figment of my own creativity. 413 00:33:52,380 –> 00:33:57,900 He dies with me. 414 00:33:57,900 –> 00:33:59,780 Listen to this from Shirley MacLean. 415 00:33:59,780 –> 00:34:07,780 I quote her because she has done so much to popularize the new age religion that is sweeping 416 00:34:07,780 –> 00:34:12,540 our culture in many, many subtle ways. 417 00:34:12,540 –> 00:34:18,899 I want you to see clearly where that thing is comin from and where it is going to. 418 00:34:18,899 –> 00:34:22,580 This is Shirley MacLean and I quote. 419 00:34:22,979 –> 00:34:29,739 I know that I exist, therefore I am. 420 00:34:29,739 –> 00:34:36,459 I know that the God Source exists, therefore it is. 421 00:34:36,459 –> 00:34:44,780 Since I am part of that force, then I am that I am. 422 00:34:44,780 –> 00:34:49,459 Wow! 423 00:34:49,459 –> 00:34:59,459 And if Shirley is the I am, I feel sorry for the rest of us. 424 00:34:59,459 –> 00:35:09,899 And more than that, if Shirley is the I am, I feel dreadfully sorry for Shirley, because 425 00:35:09,899 –> 00:35:14,020 who can she turn to? 426 00:35:14,020 –> 00:35:19,780 Who can do her any good? 427 00:35:19,780 –> 00:35:25,939 The history of the last 50 years in the western world has been the story of an attempted dethroning 428 00:35:25,939 –> 00:35:30,899 of God in order to enthrone the individual. 429 00:35:30,899 –> 00:35:37,260 And I want us to see with stark clarity where that leads. 430 00:35:37,260 –> 00:35:43,060 In God we trust becomes we trust in ourselves. 431 00:35:43,060 –> 00:35:49,540 One nation under God becomes one nation pleasing ourselves. 432 00:35:49,540 –> 00:35:54,080 God bless America becomes hey let’s all bless ourselves. 433 00:35:54,080 –> 00:35:59,260 See that’s the tragedy of what we saw on the video earlier isn’t it? 434 00:35:59,260 –> 00:36:03,979 That intelligent people in the early 21st century asked a simple question about who 435 00:36:03,979 –> 00:36:05,439 you worship in the street. 436 00:36:05,439 –> 00:36:11,219 You could seriously say, I worship the air. 437 00:36:11,260 –> 00:36:13,120 I worship my little dog. 438 00:36:18,100 –> 00:36:23,520 There is a world of a difference between the post modern idea that is all around us says 439 00:36:23,520 –> 00:36:29,000 God is whoever you want Him to be and the revelation of the Bible that says he is who 440 00:36:29,000 –> 00:36:30,100 he is. 441 00:36:30,100 –> 00:36:34,780 And I tell you I’m so glad that I can speak about the living God who is there, who is 442 00:36:34,780 –> 00:36:35,459 the creator. 443 00:36:36,320 –> 00:36:40,600 The God with whom we sometimes struggle, but the God who is able to reach out to us in 444 00:36:40,600 –> 00:36:42,179 love in Jesus Christ. 445 00:36:42,179 –> 00:36:46,840 And if you want to know the ultimate reason why the second commandment is so important, 446 00:36:46,840 –> 00:36:55,580 surely it is this, that God is jealous, he uses that word he is jealous to guard against 447 00:36:55,620 –> 00:36:58,399 all images. 448 00:36:59,860 –> 00:37:09,419 Because he wants nothing and no one to distract attention from the one true image, by which 449 00:37:09,419 –> 00:37:12,000 he has made himself known. 450 00:37:12,000 –> 00:37:18,159 Jesus Christ is the one true image of God. 451 00:37:18,159 –> 00:37:22,919 That is why Christian worship must always centre around the word and must always focus 452 00:37:22,919 –> 00:37:29,659 on Jesus Christ, because this is how the God who is, has made himself known, not through 453 00:37:29,659 –> 00:37:34,300 a projection of our experience, not through a cultivation of our imagination, but in the 454 00:37:34,300 –> 00:37:41,280 word and in the flesh of his son who is the image of the invisible God. 455 00:37:41,280 –> 00:37:44,560 The exact representation of his being. 456 00:37:44,560 –> 00:37:52,260 And that is why he could say, he who has seen me has seen the Father. 457 00:37:52,260 –> 00:38:00,340 You will not find God through an endless exploration of spiritual experience. 458 00:38:00,340 –> 00:38:07,540 That is a labyrinth from which you will find no exit. 459 00:38:07,540 –> 00:38:13,719 You will find God through Jesus Christ. 460 00:38:13,719 –> 00:38:18,060 This is why he has come into the world. 461 00:38:18,060 –> 00:38:24,860 The one eternal God reaches out to you in Jesus and if you will embrace him as he is 462 00:38:24,860 –> 00:38:30,139 in Christ, he will embrace you as you are in Christ. 463 00:38:30,139 –> 00:38:34,500 And that is the beginning of worship. 464 00:38:34,500 –> 00:38:39,639 It’s the beginning of eternal life. 465 00:38:39,639 –> 00:38:43,580 Let’s pray together, shall we? 466 00:38:44,199 –> 00:38:52,419 Father, some of us thought a second commandment to be easy for us. 467 00:38:52,419 –> 00:38:59,739 Right now, we bow before you and confess how much we are idolaters. 468 00:38:59,739 –> 00:39:13,300 Not just in worshiping what should be used, but in seeking vainly to try to use you who 469 00:39:13,300 –> 00:39:18,419 we should be worshipped. 470 00:39:18,419 –> 00:39:23,419 Forgive us for the endless agendas that have become the center of our relationship with 471 00:39:23,419 –> 00:39:33,020 you, the shopping list that runs so endlessly, that would seek to make us master and you 472 00:39:33,020 –> 00:39:36,739 our servant. 473 00:39:36,739 –> 00:39:43,239 The very notion as it stares us in the face is repugnant to us, and we repent of it. 474 00:39:43,760 –> 00:39:57,159 We lift the unanswered questions, the unsolved problem, the unrelieved pain, the ongoing 475 00:39:57,159 –> 00:40:00,639 mystery. 476 00:40:00,639 –> 00:40:09,520 We offer it to you as worship, because we say we want you to know, O Lord, that we love 477 00:40:09,520 –> 00:40:10,520 you still. 478 00:40:10,520 –> 00:40:18,000 Thank you that the Holy Spirit has lit that flame of love for you within our hearts, that 479 00:40:18,000 –> 00:40:24,159 it has ignited because you have first loved us. 480 00:40:24,159 –> 00:40:35,100 Lord teach us, in deeper measure, what it is to worship for these things we ask, in 481 00:40:35,100 –> 00:40:38,179 Jesus name, amen.

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Colin Smith is the Senior Pastor of The Orchard Evangelical Free Church in the northwest suburbs of Chicago. He has authored a number of books, including Heaven, How I Got Here and Heaven, So Near – So Far. Colin is the Founder and Teaching Pastor for Open the Bible. Follow him on X formerly Twitter.

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