1 00:00:00,000 –> 00:00:06,640 welcome to special edition of open the Bible but pastor calls for 2 00:00:07,060 –> 00:00:11,140 I’m Steve Miller and glad that you joined us as Colin today we begin 3 00:00:11,140 –> 00:00:14,160 a week-long series to do something a little bit different we’re listening to 4 00:00:14,160 –> 00:00:15,320 the dramatic reading 5 00:00:15,320 –> 00:00:18,900 a book heaven how I got here and it’s a story of the thief in the cross 6 00:00:18,900 –> 00:00:21,959 I think one of the most marvelous stories in all of the new testament 7 00:00:21,959 –> 00:00:25,559 here’s this guy who nobody would expect to get into heaven 8 00:00:25,559 –> 00:00:28,840 and according to Jesus Christ he’s there I remember 9 00:00:28,840 –> 00:00:31,980 when you preach the message that this book was actually taken from 10 00:00:31,980 –> 00:00:35,959 it was just so enlightening I think it’s the clearest presentation gospel ever 11 00:00:35,959 –> 00:00:37,900 you know I think it blows 12 00:00:37,900 –> 00:00:41,759 out of the water the most common assumption about getting into heaven 13 00:00:41,759 –> 00:00:45,700 at people think you know I get into having by living a good enough life 14 00:00:45,700 –> 00:00:49,619 well this guy hadn’t done that and he wasn’t in a position to do it 15 00:00:49,619 –> 00:00:53,220 and yet Jesus Christ says you will be with me 16 00:00:53,220 –> 00:00:57,119 in paradise wanna how did he get there that’s the story 17 00:00:57,360 –> 00:01:00,279 and I think it’s one of the more marvelous stories in the New Testament 18 00:01:00,279 –> 00:01:04,320 well, as I said, this is the dramatic reading at the book Heaven How I Got Here 19 00:01:04,320 –> 00:01:07,519 it’s actually read by actor Stephen Baldwin 20 00:01:07,519 –> 00:01:11,720 so let’s go ahead and listen to chapter one entitled breakfast 21 00:01:11,720 –> 00:01:17,379 chapter 1 breakfast 6 a.m. 22 00:01:17,379 –> 00:01:18,279 not many men 23 00:01:18,279 –> 00:01:22,220 open their eyes in the morning knowing it’s there last day on earth 24 00:01:22,220 –> 00:01:24,639 this is it 25 00:01:24,660 –> 00:01:27,400 this is the day I die 26 00:01:27,400 –> 00:01:28,660 looking back 27 00:01:28,660 –> 00:01:32,239 the entire day and how it ended still blows my mind 28 00:01:32,239 –> 00:01:35,699 I awoke in the cell where they were holding me 29 00:01:35,699 –> 00:01:39,839 I awoke in the cell where they were holding me 30 00:01:39,839 –> 00:01:42,080 pending execution 31 00:01:42,080 –> 00:01:43,839 or to be more accurate 32 00:01:43,839 –> 00:01:50,379 torture, humiliation and a long slow descent into death on a cross 33 00:01:50,379 –> 00:01:54,360 only the Romans could have perpetuated such barbarity 34 00:01:54,360 –> 00:01:55,760 and I hated them 35 00:01:55,760 –> 00:01:58,440 with every fiber of my being 36 00:01:58,440 –> 00:02:03,059 my story began in an ordinary home and is largely without surprise 37 00:02:03,059 –> 00:02:05,540 my father made a modest living as a builder 38 00:02:05,540 –> 00:02:07,000 while my mother who 39 00:02:07,000 –> 00:02:08,820 said the pace for our family 40 00:02:08,820 –> 00:02:11,899 gave herself to setting her children on the right path 41 00:02:11,899 –> 00:02:14,360 because we were jewish the synagogue was 42 00:02:14,360 –> 00:02:16,660 regular part of our family life 43 00:02:16,660 –> 00:02:19,820 as was the annual trip to the temple in jerusalem 44 00:02:19,820 –> 00:02:21,139 my mother 45 00:02:21,139 –> 00:02:22,179 a woman of 46 00:02:22,199 –> 00:02:24,259 ridiculous st 47 00:02:24,259 –> 00:02:27,880 make sure that i was well schooled in the teachings of our fathers 48 00:02:27,880 –> 00:02:29,080 god is watching us 49 00:02:29,080 –> 00:02:30,740 she would say 50 00:02:30,740 –> 00:02:32,339 he sees everything 51 00:02:32,339 –> 00:02:34,720 and he never forgets 52 00:02:34,720 –> 00:02:38,839 he remembers the good and he remembers the people 53 00:02:38,839 –> 00:02:42,580 you always reap what you sow 54 00:02:42,580 –> 00:02:46,500 her favorite book in the scriptures was the book of proverbs 55 00:02:46,500 –> 00:02:48,380 i can still hear a voice 56 00:02:48,380 –> 00:02:49,919 telling me that 57 00:02:49,940 –> 00:02:53,479 the fear of the lord has the beginning of wisdom 58 00:02:53,479 –> 00:02:54,639 and then she would ask me 59 00:02:54,639 –> 00:02:57,039 do you fear god 60 00:02:57,039 –> 00:02:58,559 it never occurred to me that 61 00:02:58,559 –> 00:03:00,720 there was any other option 62 00:03:00,720 –> 00:03:02,160 like most children 63 00:03:02,160 –> 00:03:06,720 I pretty much just accepted what my mother taught me about god 64 00:03:06,720 –> 00:03:08,679 until my early teens 65 00:03:08,679 –> 00:03:10,919 when i began to have questions about god 66 00:03:10,919 –> 00:03:14,119 and about authority in general 67 00:03:15,660 –> 00:03:19,619 a major turning point occurred for me at the age of thirteen when I saw 68 00:03:19,720 –> 00:03:24,720 the injustice that was woven into the fabric of our national life 69 00:03:24,720 –> 00:03:28,259 my father worked so hard to make ends meet for our family 70 00:03:28,259 –> 00:03:33,339 but the intolerable taxes imposed on us by the occupying roman army 71 00:03:33,339 –> 00:03:38,139 made even our modest lifestyle hard to sustain 72 00:03:38,139 –> 00:03:38,880 that particular day 73 00:03:39,679 –> 00:03:44,679 the tax collector knocked on the door with his latest unfounded demand 74 00:03:45,500 –> 00:03:50,000 I remember the pain to the powerless look on my father’s face 75 00:03:50,000 –> 00:03:55,559 it was as if they had broken his back and crushed his spirit 76 00:03:55,559 –> 00:03:58,940 everyone knew that the system was riddled with corruption 77 00:03:58,940 –> 00:04:02,600 but what can you do when the power of a brutal army stands 78 00:04:02,600 –> 00:04:05,020 behind the slimy little taxman 79 00:04:05,020 –> 00:04:09,360 seeing my father look that way made me furious 80 00:04:09,360 –> 00:04:13,039 what right did these imposters have to march 81 00:04:13,100 –> 00:04:15,339 into our land and demand our money 82 00:04:15,339 –> 00:04:18,140 since when did we owe them 83 00:04:18,140 –> 00:04:21,040 the whole thing was an injustice 84 00:04:21,040 –> 00:04:23,779 and even as a young man it made me mad 85 00:04:23,779 –> 00:04:26,019 it simply wasn’t fair 86 00:04:26,019 –> 00:04:32,040 our annual visit to the temple in Jerusalem 87 00:04:32,040 –> 00:04:34,799 had always been a highlight of our family life 88 00:04:34,799 –> 00:04:37,980 think of a vacation with your extended family 89 00:04:37,980 –> 00:04:39,299 and you’ll get the idea 90 00:04:39,619 –> 00:04:42,920 my first impression of the temple was 91 00:04:42,920 –> 00:04:45,179 of awe and wonder 92 00:04:45,179 –> 00:04:48,079 the size of the building the depth of the walls 93 00:04:48,079 –> 00:04:50,160 the noise of the crowds and the relentless activity 94 00:04:50,160 –> 00:04:54,899 in the temple courts took my breath away 95 00:04:54,899 –> 00:04:57,679 but as the years passed 96 00:04:57,679 –> 00:05:00,420 my questions began to grow 97 00:05:00,420 –> 00:05:05,660 the priests offered a relentless diet of rules and morality 98 00:05:05,660 –> 00:05:09,160 wisdom for life they called it 99 00:05:09,160 –> 00:05:12,119 and what were they doing about the glaring injustice 100 00:05:12,119 –> 00:05:17,700 that was plain for all to see in the ever-present oppression of Rome 101 00:05:17,700 –> 00:05:19,700 nothing as far as i could see 102 00:05:19,700 –> 00:05:24,339 gradually i came to the conclusion that the temple, the priests and the whole moral structure 103 00:05:24,339 –> 00:05:29,899 were supremely irrelevant to the real issues of life for our people 104 00:05:29,899 –> 00:05:32,959 over time the hatred i felt toward Rome 105 00:05:32,959 –> 00:05:35,220 showed up in a growing resentment 106 00:05:35,220 –> 00:05:36,880 toward the temple 107 00:05:36,880 –> 00:05:38,380 its rules 108 00:05:38,420 –> 00:05:40,459 its god 109 00:05:41,399 –> 00:05:45,559 i watched how people poured money into the temple treasury and thought about 110 00:05:45,559 –> 00:05:49,839 how that money can be used to fund the small bands of freedom fighters 111 00:05:49,839 –> 00:05:55,380 who were ready to risk their lives in standing up to the roman occupation 112 00:05:55,380 –> 00:05:57,320 but that didn’t happen 113 00:05:57,320 –> 00:06:01,480 instead the money rolled into the temple coffers to be sunk into the endless 114 00:06:01,480 –> 00:06:03,880 maintenance of buildings and priests 115 00:06:03,880 –> 00:06:05,619 who was as far as i could see 116 00:06:05,619 –> 00:06:08,279 had little to offer 117 00:06:08,480 –> 00:06:09,859 moral rules 118 00:06:09,980 –> 00:06:11,760 morality 119 00:06:11,899 –> 00:06:13,799 where was this getting us? 120 00:06:13,799 –> 00:06:16,200 what could it all accomplish? 121 00:06:16,899 –> 00:06:20,399 somewhere in these anxious and angry thoughts 122 00:06:20,779 –> 00:06:23,160 a rebellion was born in my heart 123 00:06:23,239 –> 00:06:27,700 so you won’t be surprised when I tell you that the temple was the scene of my 124 00:06:27,779 –> 00:06:29,959 first theft at age fifteen 125 00:06:30,880 –> 00:06:33,660 i had been watching as people put their money into the treasury 126 00:06:33,660 –> 00:06:38,040 and had been surprised by the low level of security 127 00:06:38,079 –> 00:06:42,019 easy I figured for me to take money out of the treasury 128 00:06:42,140 –> 00:06:44,459 as it was for them to put money in 129 00:06:44,619 –> 00:06:48,160 if the priests weren’t going to put the money to good use 130 00:06:48,299 –> 00:06:49,940 maybe I could 131 00:06:50,260 –> 00:06:51,859 as the thought settled 132 00:06:51,859 –> 00:06:53,739 a decision emerged 133 00:06:54,279 –> 00:06:56,239 my palms began to sweat 134 00:06:56,239 –> 00:06:58,820 as I watched and waited for the right moment 135 00:06:59,859 –> 00:07:01,160 then with money in hand 136 00:07:01,260 –> 00:07:03,920 I stepped forward to the basin where the gifts were gathered 137 00:07:04,040 –> 00:07:06,579 famed with the dropping of my coins 138 00:07:07,239 –> 00:07:08,839 and in the same movement 139 00:07:08,980 –> 00:07:11,179 gathered a fistful of cash 140 00:07:12,220 –> 00:07:14,619 walking away I felt sure that a large hand 141 00:07:14,619 –> 00:07:16,260 would be laid on my shoulder 142 00:07:16,359 –> 00:07:18,380 and that I would be confronted 143 00:07:19,160 –> 00:07:20,760 but it never happened 144 00:07:21,040 –> 00:07:23,600 I had committed the perfect crime 145 00:07:23,859 –> 00:07:26,420 and as much as I hated to admit it 146 00:07:27,500 –> 00:07:28,880 it felt good 147 00:07:29,739 –> 00:07:32,279 my theft of the treasury planted the seed 148 00:07:32,279 –> 00:07:35,279 of a grander scheme for a nobler purpose 149 00:07:35,359 –> 00:07:37,799 somebody needed to do something bold 150 00:07:39,019 –> 00:07:41,339 and that became my life’s ambition 151 00:07:43,540 –> 00:07:45,239 each time I stole it got 152 00:07:45,239 –> 00:07:46,500 easier for me 153 00:07:46,839 –> 00:07:48,820 I had far bigger halls 154 00:07:48,820 –> 00:07:51,220 and far less fear of consequences 155 00:07:52,040 –> 00:07:53,299 over time I became 156 00:07:53,299 –> 00:07:54,760 arrogant in my crimes 157 00:07:54,779 –> 00:07:56,799 and lazy in my efforts to hide them 158 00:07:57,320 –> 00:07:59,920 after years of stealing 159 00:07:59,920 –> 00:08:02,880 lying, taking advantage of others 160 00:08:03,480 –> 00:08:05,220 the consequences of my lifestyle 161 00:08:05,220 –> 00:08:07,459 finally caught up with me 162 00:08:08,459 –> 00:08:10,640 that large hand of the law 163 00:08:10,640 –> 00:08:13,179 I had eluded for so long 164 00:08:13,200 –> 00:08:14,579 landed on my shoulder 165 00:08:15,660 –> 00:08:18,239 and led me to the cell where I began 166 00:08:19,299 –> 00:08:21,160 the last day of my life 167 00:08:22,440 –> 00:08:25,079 a loud thud reverberated on the cell door 168 00:08:25,079 –> 00:08:26,579 as a heartless guard 169 00:08:26,579 –> 00:08:28,600 stepped in with a mug and plate 170 00:08:28,600 –> 00:08:29,600 in his hand 171 00:08:30,579 –> 00:08:31,679 breakfast 172 00:08:31,679 –> 00:08:32,799 he said 173 00:08:33,460 –> 00:08:35,880 as he spat in my food 174 00:08:36,919 –> 00:08:39,260 enjoy your last meal 175 00:08:41,260 –> 00:08:43,219 the door closed and I sat 176 00:08:43,219 –> 00:08:45,099 alone powerless 177 00:08:45,099 –> 00:08:46,479 staring at the walls of 178 00:08:46,479 –> 00:08:47,840 my miserable cell 179 00:08:49,059 –> 00:08:52,260 this was the end of the line for me 180 00:08:52,260 –> 00:08:55,440 and it felt as if the devil was 181 00:08:55,440 –> 00:08:57,640 on my shoulder 182 00:08:58,020 –> 00:08:59,380 in front of me was a day of 183 00:08:59,380 –> 00:09:01,799 excruciating pain 184 00:09:01,799 –> 00:09:02,799 and who knew 185 00:09:03,219 –> 00:09:05,520 what would lie beyond that 186 00:09:07,020 –> 00:09:09,140 rage against Rome had 187 00:09:09,140 –> 00:09:10,979 energized my life and now 188 00:09:10,979 –> 00:09:12,219 i was in the hands of the 189 00:09:12,219 –> 00:09:13,219 people I hated 190 00:09:13,260 –> 00:09:15,640 I had dared to resist their 191 00:09:15,640 –> 00:09:18,559 power and I knew 192 00:09:18,559 –> 00:09:19,919 that they would show me 193 00:09:19,919 –> 00:09:21,179 no mercy 194 00:09:22,140 –> 00:09:23,260 they would make an example 195 00:09:23,260 –> 00:09:24,299 of me and use my 196 00:09:24,299 –> 00:09:25,979 pain to stop any brave 197 00:09:25,979 –> 00:09:27,179 souls who might consider 198 00:09:27,179 –> 00:09:28,599 following my example 199 00:09:28,599 –> 00:09:29,840 in their tracks 200 00:09:30,219 –> 00:09:31,500 as I considered the 201 00:09:31,500 –> 00:09:32,719 day that stretched in 202 00:09:32,719 –> 00:09:34,080 front of me I 203 00:09:34,080 –> 00:09:35,299 determined to show 204 00:09:35,299 –> 00:09:36,500 no weakness 205 00:09:38,500 –> 00:09:39,760 the Romans could break 206 00:09:39,760 –> 00:09:41,919 my body but they could 207 00:09:41,919 –> 00:09:43,380 never break my spirit 208 00:09:45,380 –> 00:09:47,140 I resolved to die 209 00:09:47,140 –> 00:09:48,919 in defiance 210 00:09:51,919 –> 00:09:53,380 you’re listening to 211 00:09:53,380 –> 00:09:54,299 Open the Bible with 212 00:09:54,299 –> 00:09:55,380 Pastor Collin Smith 213 00:09:55,380 –> 00:09:56,580 and the dramatic 214 00:09:56,580 –> 00:09:57,679 audiobook heaven how 215 00:09:57,679 –> 00:09:58,640 I got here 216 00:09:58,640 –> 00:09:59,719 you checked out 217 00:10:00,039 –> 00:10:00,919 this story of the 218 00:10:00,919 –> 00:10:02,080 thief on the cross 219 00:10:02,080 –> 00:10:03,140 originally this was a 220 00:10:03,140 –> 00:10:04,419 paperback book that 221 00:10:04,419 –> 00:10:05,340 then was turned into 222 00:10:05,340 –> 00:10:06,419 the audiobook that 223 00:10:06,419 –> 00:10:07,679 we are bringing you 224 00:10:07,679 –> 00:10:08,679 on the radio 225 00:10:08,679 –> 00:10:09,880 and these are tools 226 00:10:09,880 –> 00:10:11,179 that the Lord has used 227 00:10:11,179 –> 00:10:12,679 to bring people to 228 00:10:12,679 –> 00:10:14,179 a saving knowledge 229 00:10:14,179 –> 00:10:15,340 of faith in Christ 230 00:10:15,340 –> 00:10:16,640 just the simplicity 231 00:10:16,640 –> 00:10:17,559 of the gospel 232 00:10:17,559 –> 00:10:18,260 through the story of 233 00:10:18,260 –> 00:10:19,760 the thief on the cross 234 00:10:19,760 –> 00:10:20,760 maybe you’ll like to get 235 00:10:20,760 –> 00:10:21,760 a copy of the book 236 00:10:21,760 –> 00:10:22,500 or the audiobook 237 00:10:22,500 –> 00:10:23,880 come visit our website 238 00:10:23,880 –> 00:10:25,380 It’s OpenTheBible.org 239 00:10:25,380 –> 00:10:26,419 slash heaven 240 00:10:26,419 –> 00:10:27,919 and while you are there 241 00:10:27,919 –> 00:10:28,960 all this week 242 00:10:28,960 –> 00:10:30,419 we also have the movie 243 00:10:30,419 –> 00:10:31,380 Heaven How I Got Here 244 00:10:31,380 –> 00:10:32,460 A Night with the Thief 245 00:10:32,460 –> 00:10:33,919 on the Cross 246 00:10:33,919 –> 00:10:34,960 a number of years ago 247 00:10:34,960 –> 00:10:35,580 Stephen Baldwin 248 00:10:35,580 –> 00:10:37,000 who you are listening to 249 00:10:37,000 –> 00:10:38,159 performed this 250 00:10:38,159 –> 00:10:39,780 as a one man stage play 251 00:10:39,780 –> 00:10:41,500 that was recorded 252 00:10:41,500 –> 00:10:42,419 and turned into 253 00:10:42,419 –> 00:10:43,419 a one hour movie 254 00:10:43,419 –> 00:10:44,119 again it’s called 255 00:10:44,119 –> 00:10:45,039 Heaven How I Got Here 256 00:10:45,039 –> 00:10:45,960 A Night with the Thief 257 00:10:45,960 –> 00:10:46,960 on the Cross 258 00:10:46,960 –> 00:10:47,659 and you can check 259 00:10:47,659 –> 00:10:48,380 it out this week 260 00:10:48,380 –> 00:10:49,539 online 261 00:10:49,539 –> 00:10:50,840 at OpenTheBible.org 262 00:10:50,840 –> 00:10:52,539 slash heaven 263 00:10:52,539 –> 00:10:53,219 lets continue with 264 00:10:53,219 –> 00:10:54,419 Chapter 2 265 00:10:54,419 –> 00:10:57,539 of Heaven How I Got Here 266 00:10:57,659 –> 00:10:59,200 Chapter 2 267 00:10:59,200 –> 00:11:01,000 Hatred 268 00:11:01,000 –> 00:11:02,739 Nine A.M. 269 00:11:02,900 –> 00:11:03,659 Two others shared 270 00:11:03,659 –> 00:11:04,780 in my ordeal 271 00:11:04,780 –> 00:11:07,000 the day I was crucified 272 00:11:07,000 –> 00:11:08,419 One after the other 273 00:11:08,419 –> 00:11:11,039 they nailed us to crosses 274 00:11:11,039 –> 00:11:11,659 I was not able 275 00:11:11,659 –> 00:11:12,820 to see the guards 276 00:11:12,820 –> 00:11:13,539 do their work 277 00:11:13,539 –> 00:11:16,080 on the first victim 278 00:11:16,080 –> 00:11:17,919 But I watched closely 279 00:11:17,919 –> 00:11:18,700 as the second 280 00:11:18,700 –> 00:11:20,739 was pushed forward 281 00:11:20,739 –> 00:11:21,400 A large beam 282 00:11:21,400 –> 00:11:22,460 of wood was placed 283 00:11:22,460 –> 00:11:23,419 on the ground 284 00:11:23,419 –> 00:11:24,119 and a moment later 285 00:11:24,119 –> 00:11:24,739 the victim 286 00:11:54,739 –> 00:11:57,200 shrouded one of the guards 287 00:11:57,200 –> 00:11:57,739 His words 288 00:11:57,739 –> 00:11:58,200 seemed to be 289 00:11:58,200 –> 00:11:58,979 for the crowd 290 00:11:58,979 –> 00:12:00,599 rather than the victim 291 00:12:00,599 –> 00:12:01,400 to whom he gave 292 00:12:01,400 –> 00:12:03,479 no regard 293 00:12:03,479 –> 00:12:04,900 Then 294 00:12:04,900 –> 00:12:06,900 it happened to me 295 00:12:18,140 –> 00:12:19,059 There are no words 296 00:12:19,059 –> 00:12:19,859 to describe 297 00:12:19,859 –> 00:12:23,320 the pain of crucifixion 298 00:12:23,320 –> 00:12:23,700 All I 299 00:12:23,700 –> 00:12:24,359 can tell you 300 00:12:24,359 –> 00:12:25,400 is that 301 00:12:25,400 –> 00:12:26,679 hatred 302 00:12:26,679 –> 00:12:30,900 sustained me 303 00:12:33,940 –> 00:12:34,359 Determined 304 00:12:34,359 –> 00:12:34,599 to show 305 00:12:34,599 –> 00:12:35,219 no weakness 306 00:12:35,219 –> 00:12:35,640 I fixed 307 00:12:35,640 –> 00:12:36,099 my eyes 308 00:12:36,099 –> 00:12:36,719 on the guard 309 00:12:36,719 –> 00:12:37,440 with the hammer 310 00:12:37,440 –> 00:12:38,320 and loathed 311 00:12:38,320 –> 00:12:39,099 him 312 00:12:39,099 –> 00:12:39,539 He looked 313 00:12:39,539 –> 00:12:39,900 at me 314 00:12:39,900 –> 00:12:41,099 for a brief moment 315 00:12:41,099 –> 00:12:41,320 But 316 00:12:41,320 –> 00:12:41,739 seeing 317 00:12:41,739 –> 00:12:42,599 the intensity 318 00:12:42,599 –> 00:12:42,880 in my 319 00:12:42,880 –> 00:12:43,239 eyes 320 00:12:43,239 –> 00:12:43,760 he turned 321 00:12:43,760 –> 00:12:44,979 away 322 00:12:44,979 –> 00:12:45,559 I stared 323 00:12:45,559 –> 00:12:45,900 at him 324 00:12:45,900 –> 00:12:46,840 and steeled 325 00:12:46,840 –> 00:12:47,979 myself 326 00:12:47,979 –> 00:12:48,299 as he 327 00:12:48,299 –> 00:12:49,080 indulged 328 00:12:49,080 –> 00:12:49,559 his 329 00:12:49,559 –> 00:12:50,320 macabre 330 00:12:50,320 –> 00:12:52,359 act 331 00:12:52,419 –> 00:12:52,599 But 332 00:12:52,599 –> 00:12:52,880 worse 333 00:12:52,880 –> 00:12:53,039 was 334 00:12:53,039 –> 00:12:53,219 yet 335 00:12:53,219 –> 00:12:53,260 to 336 00:12:53,260 –> 00:12:53,679 come 337 00:12:55,140 –> 00:12:55,440 After 338 00:12:55,440 –> 00:12:55,820 fixing 339 00:12:55,820 –> 00:12:56,080 my 340 00:12:56,080 –> 00:12:56,520 body 341 00:12:56,520 –> 00:12:56,960 to this 342 00:12:56,960 –> 00:12:57,500 instrument 343 00:12:57,500 –> 00:12:57,659 of 344 00:12:57,659 –> 00:12:58,080 torture 345 00:12:58,080 –> 00:12:58,299 they 346 00:12:58,299 –> 00:12:58,700 lifted 347 00:12:58,700 –> 00:12:58,840 me 348 00:12:58,840 –> 00:12:59,020 up 349 00:12:59,020 –> 00:12:59,239 and 350 00:12:59,239 –> 00:12:59,659 dropped 351 00:12:59,659 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