Giving as Much as You Know of Yourself

Romans 6:13-14
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Pastor Colin begins his sermon by focusing on Romans 6:13, where Paul urges believers to “offer yourselves to God, as those who have been brought from death to life.”

Central to the sermon is the definition of repentance by Dr J.I. Packer: “Repentance is turning from as much as you know of sin, to give as much as you know of yourself, to as much as you know of your God.” Pastor Colin explains that knowing God deeply is foundational to meaningful repentance and transformation.

Using the example of Job, he illustrates that increased knowledge of God leads to deeper repentance and transformation. Pastor Colin encourages the congregation to observe people who have experienced significant changes in their lives, noting that they often immerse themselves in the Word of God.

He emphasises that real, lasting change comes from a deepening knowledge of God. He references 1 Thessalonians 1:9 to highlight that repentance involves both turning from sin and turning to God. Repentance is not merely about avoiding sin but pursuing a life that glorifies God.

Pastor Colin discusses the importance of addressing both the negative and positive aspects of repentance. He uses the story of the rich young ruler to show that true repentance involves both avoiding immoral behaviours and actively pursuing a life of sacrifice and service.

He stresses that offering oneself to God must come before offering one’s gifts. This means placing oneself at God’s disposal and allowing Him to assign the role. This concept is exemplified by a member of his former church, who found his true calling by first offering himself to God without focusing solely on his gifts.

1 00:00:00,000 –> 00:00:06,220 Will you open your bible, please, at Romans chapter 6 and verse 13, 2 00:00:06,220 –> 00:00:12,200 we are going to focus on this key verse in the scriptures where Paul says, 3 00:00:12,200 –> 00:00:21,040 offer yourselves to God, as those who have been brought from death to life.” 4 00:00:21,040 –> 00:00:26,379 Now we are continuing our series entitled repentance, the hidden path to a transformed life. 5 00:00:26,459 –> 00:00:31,760 And we’re learning together, a definition of repentance given by Doctor J.I. Packer 6 00:00:31,760 –> 00:00:35,840 that repentance is turning from as much as you know of sin, 7 00:00:35,840 –> 00:00:43,240 to give as much as you know of yourself, to as much as you know of your God. 8 00:00:43,240 –> 00:00:45,860 And as we have been learning this from the scriptures, 9 00:00:45,860 –> 00:00:50,240 we have seen therefore that repentance really begins with knowing God. 10 00:00:50,240 –> 00:00:52,720 You know God a little? You will change a little. 11 00:00:52,720 –> 00:00:56,340 You know God much? You will indeed change much. 12 00:00:56,360 –> 00:01:01,660 And we saw this illustrated from the life of Job, a man who clearly knew the Lord, 13 00:01:01,660 –> 00:01:04,080 but when he came to know God more, 14 00:01:04,080 –> 00:01:07,320 his repentance moved to another level. 15 00:01:07,320 –> 00:01:11,720 And he said, I’ve heard of you Lord with my ears now I’ve seen you with my eyes 16 00:01:11,720 –> 00:01:15,080 therefore I repent in dust and ashes. 17 00:01:15,839 –> 00:01:20,919 And I want to encourage you to keep your eyes open and to look at people who have 18 00:01:20,919 –> 00:01:24,739 significantly changed in their lives, 19 00:01:24,839 –> 00:01:29,680 and I think that you will find as I have consistently found that people who have 20 00:01:29,699 –> 00:01:34,260 significant lasting change in their lives have one thing in common and that 21 00:01:34,260 –> 00:01:37,779 is that in some way they have immersed themselves in the Word of God. 22 00:01:37,779 –> 00:01:44,059 Because real lasting change flows from a deepening knowledge of God in your life, 23 00:01:44,059 –> 00:01:48,500 that’s where we find the hidden path to a transformed life. 24 00:01:49,160 –> 00:01:52,919 And then we’ve seen that we pursue that path 25 00:01:53,120 –> 00:02:00,779 as we know, stalk and kill in-drilling sin in our lives and we’ve seen that this is 26 00:02:00,779 –> 00:02:05,599 a lifelong process no matter how long you have been a Christian your flesh 27 00:02:05,599 –> 00:02:10,839 will always produce impulses and reactions which if you followed them 28 00:02:10,839 –> 00:02:16,500 would take you away from the path of Jesus Christ and every believer is 29 00:02:16,500 –> 00:02:20,740 involved in this lifelong struggle with the flesh we saw last week that the 30 00:02:20,740 –> 00:02:25,399 particular sins to which you’re most prone will probably change over the 31 00:02:25,399 –> 00:02:30,539 course of the years but nonetheless it’s the same old battle merely fought on 32 00:02:30,539 –> 00:02:37,000 different ground. Now today I want us to focus on the positive dimension of 33 00:02:37,000 –> 00:02:42,940 repentance. It is turning from as much as you know of sin that’s obviously the 34 00:02:42,940 –> 00:02:47,919 negative and it’s turning to give as much as you know of yourself to God that 35 00:02:47,979 –> 00:02:52,960 plainly is the positive and it’s important for us to recognize that 36 00:02:52,960 –> 00:02:58,279 repentance always involves both the negative and the positive. Always what we 37 00:02:58,279 –> 00:03:04,720 turn from and at the same time what we turn to. It is not in other words just 38 00:03:04,720 –> 00:03:09,759 that we stop doing certain things. That is not repentance it’s only half of 39 00:03:09,759 –> 00:03:15,899 it. It is also that we start pursuing certain other things. Now let me give you 40 00:03:16,380 –> 00:03:19,759 some examples because this is a pattern that’s found all the way through the 41 00:03:19,759 –> 00:03:24,479 scriptures. It’s just what repentance is. If you look at first Thessalonians 42 00:03:24,479 –> 00:03:30,419 chapter 1 and verse 9, where we have a wonderful description of what repentance 43 00:03:30,419 –> 00:03:36,220 is, first Thessalonians chapter 1 and verse 9, you’ll see that when Paul 44 00:03:36,220 –> 00:03:41,699 preached the gospel in Thessalonica there was a wonderful response and it is 45 00:03:41,720 –> 00:03:46,259 both negative and positive. It’s stated in verse 9 there. When he preached the 46 00:03:46,259 –> 00:03:53,039 gospel, he says you turned to God from idols to serve the living and true God. 47 00:03:53,039 –> 00:03:57,399 1 Thessalonians 1, 9. Now that’s repentance. You see the negative and the 48 00:03:57,399 –> 00:04:01,839 positive? You turned away from idols. That’s the first thing but it wasn’t 49 00:04:01,839 –> 00:04:06,399 just that you dropped the idols. It’s that you gave yourself to serving the 50 00:04:06,399 –> 00:04:12,279 true and living God. It’s not just that you stop doing certain bad things. It is 51 00:04:12,279 –> 00:04:18,119 that you started pursuing certain things, other things that are glorifying to God. 52 00:04:18,119 –> 00:04:22,760 Now I think it’s worth just pausing on this for a moment, because some of us 53 00:04:22,760 –> 00:04:29,140 were perhaps brought up with a version of Christianity that majored on the 54 00:04:29,140 –> 00:04:36,940 negative. That it was about certain things that you should not do. I will not 55 00:04:36,940 –> 00:04:46,260 smoke or drink or chew. I will not go with girls who do. Where’s the positive 56 00:04:46,260 –> 00:04:52,420 vision of a life that impacts the world for Jesus Christ in that? It is an 57 00:04:52,420 –> 00:04:56,700 inadequate concept of repentance. Merely that there are certain things that we 58 00:04:56,700 –> 00:05:03,179 will not do. Repentance cannot be confined to the negative, it must turn to 59 00:05:03,179 –> 00:05:05,619 the positive. This was the problem for the rich young 60 00:05:05,619 –> 00:05:11,059 ruler. Think about that story. This man who has been very successful, has an 61 00:05:11,059 –> 00:05:16,100 encounter with Jesus Christ. He wants to know how to inherit eternal life. Jesus 62 00:05:16,100 –> 00:05:21,380 engages him in a conversation about the Ten Commandments. Don’t lie. Don’t steal. 63 00:05:21,380 –> 00:05:25,140 Don’t commit adultery and the man said, well these are the very things I’ve been 64 00:05:25,260 –> 00:05:28,940 doing ever since I was young. I have avoided all of these things. He’s done 65 00:05:28,940 –> 00:05:34,739 well on the negative, you see. He has avoided the things that God has said a 66 00:05:34,739 –> 00:05:41,739 person should not do and so what does Jesus do? He turns to the positive. He 67 00:05:41,739 –> 00:05:44,820 says, well now here’s where we go from here. You sell all that you have, and you 68 00:05:44,820 –> 00:05:48,779 give it to the poor and then come and follow me. You see what Jesus is saying? 69 00:05:48,820 –> 00:05:55,739 You’re telling me that you have avoided certain things. I’m asking you what good 70 00:05:55,739 –> 00:06:00,820 you’re doing in the world. I’m asking you what you’re doing about helping the poor. 71 00:06:00,820 –> 00:06:05,739 I’m asking you what you’re doing about alleviating suffering in this world. I’m 72 00:06:05,739 –> 00:06:09,500 asking whether you’re willing for sacrifice that’s involved in coming and 73 00:06:09,500 –> 00:06:13,100 actually following after me. And that is where the rich young ruler parted 74 00:06:13,399 –> 00:06:20,359 with Jesus. Cause he was comfortable with a life that was moral. He wasn’t ready 75 00:06:20,359 –> 00:06:26,179 for a life that was sacrificial. That is all the difference in the world. See 76 00:06:26,179 –> 00:06:31,359 there is a huge difference between morality and Christianity. Don’t confuse 77 00:06:31,359 –> 00:06:35,320 the two. Don’t think because you’re moral you’re Christian. That’s only half the 78 00:06:35,320 –> 00:06:39,980 definition of repentance. Morality is about avoiding certain things that are 79 00:06:40,040 –> 00:06:45,920 wrong. It focuses on the negative dimension of repentance but Christianity 80 00:06:45,920 –> 00:06:51,519 is about the pursuit of that which is right. It is about leaving sin in order 81 00:06:51,519 –> 00:06:56,660 that we may pursue righteousness as followers of Jesus Christ. And Packer 82 00:06:56,660 –> 00:07:00,399 catches this, I think very helpfully, in his definition when he reminds us that 83 00:07:00,399 –> 00:07:09,260 repentance is turning from all that you know of your sin to give as much as you 84 00:07:09,399 –> 00:07:14,920 know of yourself to God. So there’s the positive and that’s our focus today. Now 85 00:07:14,920 –> 00:07:20,320 let’s look at it in its biblical expression in Romans chapter 6 and verse 86 00:07:20,320 –> 00:07:25,339 13 and that verse will be our focus throughout this morning. Romans chapter 87 00:07:25,339 –> 00:07:37,940 6 and verse 13. Offer yourselves to God as those who have been brought from death 88 00:07:38,540 –> 00:07:45,320 to life. I want to draw your attention something I found fascinating and I 89 00:07:45,320 –> 00:07:50,179 think is very significant in this verse. Look at it from the beginning of verse 90 00:07:50,179 –> 00:07:59,859 13. Do not, here’s the negative, offer the parts of your body to sin as instruments 91 00:07:59,859 –> 00:08:05,739 of wickedness. Now Paul here is talking about your abilities, your capacities, 92 00:08:05,920 –> 00:08:09,859 what you can do with the skill of your hands, the power of your mind and so 93 00:08:09,859 –> 00:08:14,519 forth. This is the negative dimension of repentance and now Paul is going to go 94 00:08:14,519 –> 00:08:18,859 on and state the positive. So the negative is do not offer the parts of 95 00:08:18,859 –> 00:08:23,839 your body to sin as instruments to righteousness. So if that’s the negative 96 00:08:23,839 –> 00:08:28,700 you would expect him to say as the positive instead offer the parts of your 97 00:08:28,700 –> 00:08:32,359 body to God as instruments of righteousness. That would be the natural 98 00:08:32,599 –> 00:08:37,840 parallelism wouldn’t it? Do not offer the parts of your body to sin as instruments 99 00:08:37,840 –> 00:08:42,159 of wickedness, but rather offer the parts of your body to God as instruments of 100 00:08:42,159 –> 00:08:47,640 righteousness, that would be beautifully parallel but notice that that is not 101 00:08:47,640 –> 00:08:56,840 what he says. That is something else that you have to do first before you offer 102 00:08:57,440 –> 00:09:05,479 abilities, your capacities, your talents and your gifts to God. Notice the verse 103 00:09:05,479 –> 00:09:11,119 carefully, do not offer the parts of your body to sin as instruments of wickedness 104 00:09:11,119 –> 00:09:18,739 but rather offer yourselves to God as those who have been brought from death 105 00:09:18,739 –> 00:09:24,760 to life, and offer the parts of your body to him that’s to God as instruments of 106 00:09:24,780 –> 00:09:28,719 righteousness. Now you see the very important point that’s contained in this 107 00:09:28,719 –> 00:09:38,940 verse. Before you offer your gifts you have to offer yourself. It’s a critical 108 00:09:38,940 –> 00:09:43,179 principle and if we do not grasp it we will come to grief at some point in the 109 00:09:43,179 –> 00:09:49,580 Christian life. You offer yourself before you offer your gifts and only when 110 00:09:49,820 –> 00:09:57,840 yourself is it safe for you then to offer your gifts. Now you see this in the 111 00:09:57,840 –> 00:10:04,359 very beautiful hymn by Francis Ridley Havergill, Take My Life and Let It Be 112 00:10:04,359 –> 00:10:09,559 Consecrated Lord to Thee. And Havergill goes through the various gifts and 113 00:10:09,559 –> 00:10:14,559 abilities that a person might be able to offer to God. You know the verses in 114 00:10:14,559 –> 00:10:19,359 familiar song take my voice and let me sing take my hands and let them move at 115 00:10:19,359 –> 00:10:24,340 the impulse of your love, take my silver and my gold not a mite would I withhold. 116 00:10:24,340 –> 00:10:27,559 So it goes through all that we might offer to God but where does 117 00:10:27,559 –> 00:10:36,320 it begin? Take my life and let it be consecrated Lord to thee. You have to 118 00:10:36,320 –> 00:10:45,280 offer yourself before you offer your gifts. Now why is that important, for this 119 00:10:45,320 –> 00:10:52,840 reason that if you start with your gifts and your abilities, then your focus will 120 00:10:52,840 –> 00:10:58,799 always be on how your gifts and abilities are being used and if that’s 121 00:10:58,799 –> 00:11:05,320 your focus I promise you it is a formula for frustration. If the focus is always 122 00:11:05,320 –> 00:11:14,020 how am I being used, you will find an experience of recurring frustration in 123 00:11:14,359 –> 00:11:23,500 the course of your Christian life. You have to offer yourself before you offer 124 00:11:23,500 –> 00:11:33,080 your gifts. I enjoyed last week sharing some time with one of the elders from 125 00:11:33,080 –> 00:11:37,979 the church that I served for many years in North London. He was passing through 126 00:11:37,979 –> 00:11:43,500 Chicago, stayed with us overnight and we got reminiscing together about many 127 00:11:43,619 –> 00:11:47,020 things, and you know how these conversations go. I’ve no idea how we 128 00:11:47,020 –> 00:11:52,479 ended up here, but we got somehow onto the subject of a lady in the church who 129 00:11:52,479 –> 00:11:59,020 liked to sing. Now I’m going to try and describe this delicately. 130 00:11:59,020 –> 00:12:08,659 She was well past her prime and had what I might describe as a somewhat optimistic 131 00:12:08,659 –> 00:12:14,979 view of her own talents. One of the first letters I received when I became 132 00:12:14,979 –> 00:12:21,719 pastor of the church was an anonymous letter asking me to invite this lady to 133 00:12:21,719 –> 00:12:27,739 sing. Over the years, I gathered a large collection—I kept them in a shoebox—a 134 00:12:27,739 –> 00:12:33,539 large collection of these letters, all of them anonymous. Some of them actually 135 00:12:33,539 –> 00:12:39,559 specified which songs I should ask this particular lady to sing, and others even 136 00:12:39,559 –> 00:12:45,299 specified who should accompany her on the organ. The funny thing was that, of 137 00:12:45,299 –> 00:12:49,700 course, every one of these letters came from the woman herself. I knew her 138 00:12:49,700 –> 00:12:53,859 handwriting very well and had been warned about her by the previous pastor 139 00:12:53,859 –> 00:13:00,539 who also had a shoebox full of her letters. Now, at one level this is really 140 00:13:00,659 –> 00:13:07,039 quite comical, but on another level it really is rather sad because what you 141 00:13:07,039 –> 00:13:12,780 have here is a woman, perhaps in this case somewhat eccentric, but nonetheless 142 00:13:12,780 –> 00:13:19,859 a woman who really is looking for a platform for her gifts, and the bottom 143 00:13:19,859 –> 00:13:28,140 line is that is not offering yourself to God. Offering yourself to God means 144 00:13:28,280 –> 00:13:37,859 putting yourself at his disposal. That means leaving him to assign the task, and 145 00:13:37,859 –> 00:13:44,260 I’ve got to tell you that is spiritually liberating, because if my focus is all 146 00:13:44,260 –> 00:13:48,739 about, now what is the opportunity for my gifts, I will end up very, very quickly 147 00:13:48,739 –> 00:13:55,760 in frustration. My responsibility is to offer myself to God and to say, here I am, 148 00:13:55,960 –> 00:14:02,119 I’m available and I want to be useful as you will direct and I’m willing to place 149 00:14:02,119 –> 00:14:08,419 myself at your disposal. There is peace, and there is freedom, and there is joy 150 00:14:08,419 –> 00:14:15,739 that is found in that. It was interesting, you know, talking with this elder last 151 00:14:15,739 –> 00:14:22,780 week. It was a long, long, long, long, long time before his gifts were ever 152 00:14:22,859 –> 00:14:27,859 recognized in the church. In fact, it was only in the last year or so of my own 153 00:14:27,859 –> 00:14:32,239 ministry there, after 16 years, that he had any kind of leadership position at 154 00:14:32,239 –> 00:14:37,640 all. We got on to talking a little bit about that, as well, the importance of 155 00:14:37,640 –> 00:14:44,419 offering yourself to God. When we came to the election of leaders in the church, 156 00:14:44,419 –> 00:14:52,419 this man’s name was invariably on the list. And I tell you, year after year 157 00:14:53,200 –> 00:14:59,479 after year, others were elected. His name was the one that came in just below the 158 00:14:59,479 –> 00:15:04,479 cut, and he was thanked for his willingness to serve. You know that 159 00:15:04,479 –> 00:15:09,119 deal? I said to him when we were driving 160 00:15:09,119 –> 00:15:14,080 down to a hair take-back, I said, you know, I got to tell you something. I often 161 00:15:14,080 –> 00:15:22,179 felt deeply embarrassed that your name was put up so many times for leadership. 162 00:15:22,919 –> 00:15:29,679 And so many times you never got elected, and he admitted to me that it hadn’t 163 00:15:29,679 –> 00:15:36,140 been easy, but then he told me something that was quite fascinating, he said that 164 00:15:36,140 –> 00:15:42,719 it was through the delay that he had found out what God wanted him to do, and 165 00:15:42,719 –> 00:15:46,880 you see the reason that he was visiting here passing through Chicago is that he 166 00:15:46,880 –> 00:15:51,679 now serves as the director of an international mission that is focused on 167 00:15:51,799 –> 00:15:57,080 outreach in the Middle East, an extraordinary responsibility. And he said 168 00:15:57,080 –> 00:16:01,260 this, if I had gone into leadership at the local church level earlier, I would 169 00:16:01,260 –> 00:16:09,619 very probably have missed the calling of God. You see what that is? That’s a man 170 00:16:09,619 –> 00:16:14,799 who’s understood that the most important thing is to offer yourself to God and to 171 00:16:14,799 –> 00:16:19,700 place yourself at His disposal not to be focused on where’s the platform for my 172 00:16:19,799 –> 00:16:24,520 gifts. The Lord has given him that avenue of opportunity. 173 00:16:27,000 –> 00:16:32,900 Offer yourself before you offer your gifts. It’s the only way in which we can 174 00:16:32,900 –> 00:16:37,200 serve the Lord effectively individually and together. Here’s the second thing 175 00:16:37,200 –> 00:16:42,880 this morning, offer yourself in your present circumstances. Now I think the 176 00:16:42,880 –> 00:16:46,760 best way to get at this is to look at some examples from the Bible together. 177 00:16:47,700 –> 00:16:52,359 Take the story of Joseph in the Old Testament. Now what a gifted guy he was. 178 00:16:54,000 –> 00:17:00,679 And God had remarkable purposes for Joseph. And Joseph knew that right from 179 00:17:00,679 –> 00:17:03,359 early in his life because God gave him a vision that 180 00:17:03,359 –> 00:17:08,040 indicated that he would have a special calling and a very special ministry 181 00:17:08,040 –> 00:17:13,900 indeed. But what happens to him? Well he ends up getting beaten up by his 182 00:17:14,020 –> 00:17:18,339 brothers. And being left for dead in a pit, he’s 183 00:17:18,339 –> 00:17:25,140 carted off to Egypt where he gets a job and works hard and pursues integrity. 184 00:17:25,140 –> 00:17:29,619 But in the course of pursuing integrity he ends up with a woman telling lies 185 00:17:29,619 –> 00:17:36,640 about him. And so he finds himself in the end in prison. Now you try and put 186 00:17:36,640 –> 00:17:40,280 yourself in Joseph’s shoes as I’ve tried to put myself in Joseph’s shoes this 187 00:17:40,479 –> 00:17:44,839 week thinking about it. See I am absolutely sure that I would be saying 188 00:17:44,839 –> 00:17:50,640 to God well if you’ve got a great purpose for my life why am I here? And 189 00:17:50,640 –> 00:17:57,739 what kind of ministry can I have while I’m in a prison? Where’s your plan in all 190 00:17:57,739 –> 00:18:08,560 of this? But you see what Joseph did he offered himself to God in the prison 191 00:18:08,819 –> 00:18:15,199 just where he was. He exercised faith in the prison, he pursued integrity in the 192 00:18:15,199 –> 00:18:19,079 prison, he ministered to the men who God placed around him in the prison the 193 00:18:19,079 –> 00:18:27,079 butler and the baker. Nothing much happened but then God stepped in. And 194 00:18:27,079 –> 00:18:36,219 Joseph was used to save his entire family. You see the pattern. Imagine if 195 00:18:36,400 –> 00:18:41,880 And Joseph had been focused on how his gifts are gonna be used in the prison. 196 00:18:43,540 –> 00:18:49,199 You offer yourself to God in your present circumstances. Think about Moses, 197 00:18:49,199 –> 00:18:57,119 here’s another very very gifted and godly man and he has a vision, he has a 198 00:18:57,119 –> 00:19:02,040 burden, he has a passion for the oppressed people of God and he is one of 199 00:19:02,239 –> 00:19:08,640 them himself. What happens to him? Man with a vision gets betrayed by his own 200 00:19:08,640 –> 00:19:12,680 people, finds himself looking after sheep in the backside of the desert. 201 00:19:12,680 –> 00:19:19,579 That’s Exodus 3 and verse 1. Has he put yourself in Moses shoes? 202 00:19:19,579 –> 00:19:25,040 Should I would have been saying to God, you know you gave me a burden for your 203 00:19:25,079 –> 00:19:32,680 people, so why am I here in the back of the desert? What are you doing in this? 204 00:19:32,680 –> 00:19:37,880 What kind of ministry of leadership can a man have when all he’s got around him 205 00:19:37,880 –> 00:19:48,319 is sheep? But Moses offered himself to God in the desert, he honored God as a 206 00:19:48,640 –> 00:19:56,079 shepherd. Nothing much happened for forty years, and then God steps in and Moses, in 207 00:19:56,079 –> 00:20:01,800 the last years of his life, becomes the shepherd of God’s people. 208 00:20:01,800 –> 00:20:08,359 Think about the New Testament, John is called to be an apostle, serving the 209 00:20:08,359 –> 00:20:15,520 churches of Asia. What a task. What a calling. And what happens to him? He ends 210 00:20:15,520 –> 00:20:19,920 up on an island called Patmos. Essentially him imprisoned there. What 211 00:20:19,920 –> 00:20:24,800 kind of ministry can you have to the churches? When you’re stuck on a little 212 00:20:24,800 –> 00:20:35,819 island. Well John offered himself to God. He was in the spirit on the Lord’s day, 213 00:20:35,839 –> 00:20:42,060 and God gave to him a vision of heaven, which became the last book of the Bible, 214 00:20:42,119 –> 00:20:47,420 which has brought strength and hope and comfort and courage to the churches 215 00:20:47,439 –> 00:20:53,000 across the world for the last 2,000 years. Now you see the principle? You 216 00:20:53,000 –> 00:20:58,619 offer yourself to God in your present circumstances, in the prison, in the 217 00:20:58,619 –> 00:21:04,880 desert, on the island, because there’s the great danger. Now I wonder if you find 218 00:21:04,880 –> 00:21:10,400 this in yourself of saying, how useful I could be to God if only my circumstances 219 00:21:11,020 –> 00:21:18,319 were different? If only I didn’t have this illness, if only I had a believing 220 00:21:18,319 –> 00:21:26,560 wife, if only I lived in another place or perhaps even in another time, if only 221 00:21:26,560 –> 00:21:31,000 the circumstances of my life were different, then I could be so useful to 222 00:21:31,000 –> 00:21:38,040 God. And it’s all an illusion because the only life that you have to offer to God 223 00:21:38,199 –> 00:21:42,160 is the life that He has given to you right now so offer yourself to God in 224 00:21:42,160 –> 00:21:49,439 your present circumstances and leave your future usefulness in his hands. God 225 00:21:49,439 –> 00:21:54,119 knows what he will do with you in the future your responsibility is to offer 226 00:21:54,119 –> 00:22:03,000 yourself to him as one who’s wholly available right now. Offer yourself 227 00:22:03,000 –> 00:22:11,739 before you offer your gifts offer yourself in your present circumstances 228 00:22:11,859 –> 00:22:20,219 Thirdly offer yourself in all that you do in all that you do now let’s take a 229 00:22:20,219 –> 00:22:25,500 quick look at the regular routine of a typical day yours may be somewhat 230 00:22:25,500 –> 00:22:30,000 different but it’ll be framed something like this 24 hours in a day and let’s 231 00:22:30,000 –> 00:22:35,079 suppose you spend eight of them sleeping I know many are saying as I’m saying I 232 00:22:35,079 –> 00:22:38,819 wish I did spend eight of them sleeping but let’s just take that for a start and 233 00:22:38,819 –> 00:22:42,020 let’s suppose that you spend eight of them at work and some of you are saying 234 00:22:42,020 –> 00:22:45,380 I wish it was only eight that I spent at work but let’s just take that for a 235 00:22:45,380 –> 00:22:50,939 start as well that’s 6. settings now let’s suppose that you eat three meals a day and that 236 00:22:50,939 –> 00:22:54,459 with one thing another you take an hour with each of them a lunch and breakfast 237 00:22:54,459 –> 00:22:57,699 and so forth that’s another three hours of eating and let’s supposed that you 238 00:22:58,260 –> 00:23:02,119 commute and so that’s two hours of traveling that which gets us I think up 239 00:23:02,119 –> 00:23:06,540 to 21 hours which leaves you with three hopefully if you have a family you’d be 240 00:23:06,540 –> 00:23:10,020 spending a couple of hours with them which leaves just one hour and then 241 00:23:10,020 –> 00:23:19,579 you’re tapped out for the day right now many people have the idea that offering 242 00:23:19,579 –> 00:23:23,880 yourself to God means getting involved in a ministry in the church 243 00:23:24,219 –> 00:23:28,500 which is a wonderful thing to do the work of the church only happens because 244 00:23:28,500 –> 00:23:34,780 people give themselves to ministry but if what you offer to God is limited in 245 00:23:34,780 –> 00:23:37,680 your mind to being involved in some ministry in the church then what you’re 246 00:23:37,680 –> 00:23:45,180 offering to God is only going to be a tiny tiny tiny fraction of your life and 247 00:23:45,180 –> 00:23:50,199 when Paul says offer yourself to God he clearly is not referring to a small 248 00:23:50,560 –> 00:23:54,660 he’s referring to the whole of your life which has to include the Sleeping the 249 00:23:54,660 –> 00:24:01,300 eating the working and the traveling the principle here is clearly stated in 250 00:24:01,300 –> 00:24:09,079 first Corinthians chapter 10 in verse 31 where Paul says whatever you do do 251 00:24:09,079 –> 00:24:15,859 it to the glory of God is a wonderful principle whatever you do do it all to 252 00:24:15,859 –> 00:24:22,739 the glory of God first Corinthians chapter 10 and verse 31 I was reading an 253 00:24:22,739 –> 00:24:27,239 article by John Piper recently just a short article based on this verse 254 00:24:27,239 –> 00:24:31,359 whatever you do do it all to the glory of God so he wrote a little article 255 00:24:31,359 –> 00:24:37,280 called how to drink orange juice to the glory of God I like that as a title 256 00:24:37,280 –> 00:24:42,359 because if we’re taking this seriously that everything you do including your 257 00:24:43,319 –> 00:24:47,040 you have for your breakfast is for the glory of God then you need to know how 258 00:24:47,040 –> 00:24:50,599 to drink orange juice to the glory of God as opposed to drink it in some other 259 00:24:50,599 –> 00:24:55,520 manner and he makes the point they’re pretty obvious points I think but 260 00:24:55,520 –> 00:25:01,060 helpful nonetheless you drink it with a spirit of Thanksgiving recognizing that 261 00:25:01,060 –> 00:25:05,939 all good gifts come from God you you drink it with a commitment to use the 262 00:25:05,939 –> 00:25:11,099 strength that comes from that glass of orange juice over these next hours to 263 00:25:11,099 –> 00:25:15,079 live in a way that is pleasing to God and to seek that no part of your energy 264 00:25:15,079 –> 00:25:19,619 will be dissipated in anything that displeases Him and if you happen to be 265 00:25:19,619 –> 00:25:23,239 drinking that orange juice with someone else the other side of the table or 266 00:25:23,239 –> 00:25:27,319 around the table then let your conversation with them over the orange 267 00:25:27,319 –> 00:25:33,319 juice be an expression of love so that they will be edified and let’s face it 268 00:25:33,319 –> 00:25:36,540 there are very different ways of drinking a glass of orange juice 269 00:25:37,280 –> 00:25:43,180 with a very bad spirit and no gratitude at all and a sense of frustration and an 270 00:25:43,180 –> 00:25:47,780 utter absence of faith as you think about the day that lies ahead drink your 271 00:25:47,780 –> 00:25:54,239 orange juice to the glory of God now suppose you play soccer how do you play 272 00:25:54,239 –> 00:25:59,640 soccer to the glory of God and you play soccer God has placed you because he’s 273 00:25:59,640 –> 00:26:03,099 in control of all things right in the middle of a whole group of people who 274 00:26:03,160 –> 00:26:09,500 are interested in soccer they’re all people who God loves and your calling is 275 00:26:09,500 –> 00:26:15,780 to offer your soccer to God that means commitment in the way that you train 276 00:26:15,780 –> 00:26:21,439 because the Lord is glorified by someone who does things wholeheartedly not 277 00:26:21,439 –> 00:26:29,060 half-heartedly commitment in the way that you play the quality of interactions 278 00:26:29,060 –> 00:26:32,699 with members of your own team especially a member of your own team who’s playing 279 00:26:32,699 –> 00:26:37,119 badly on a particular day how are you going to glorify God in the way that 280 00:26:37,119 –> 00:26:41,880 you relate to that person and the interactions that you have with someone 281 00:26:41,880 –> 00:26:45,800 on the opposite team especially someone who has fouled you how are you going to 282 00:26:45,800 –> 00:26:50,920 follow the example of Jesus in regard to that and even your interactions with a 283 00:26:50,920 –> 00:27:00,640 referee relate that to your work relate that to your time of travel in the car 284 00:27:00,699 –> 00:27:05,900 we’re talking here about a pattern of faithfulness and obedience and a 285 00:27:05,900 –> 00:27:12,459 thankfulness and of praise that runs throughout life and glorifies God in all 286 00:27:12,459 –> 00:27:20,199 things now think about this Jesus spent three years in the public ministry of 287 00:27:20,199 –> 00:27:24,099 preaching and teaching and healing 288 00:27:24,400 –> 00:27:32,260 before that he spent 20 years thereabouts as a carpenter and during 289 00:27:32,260 –> 00:27:40,479 that time we know that he cared for his mother now I want to affirm as clearly 290 00:27:40,479 –> 00:27:48,900 as we possibly can today that Jesus Christ offered himself to God as much in 291 00:27:48,959 –> 00:27:55,359 his carpentry and caring for his mother as he did when he preached the gospel 292 00:27:55,359 –> 00:28:00,680 and performed the miracles do you believe that are you’re not sure or 293 00:28:00,680 –> 00:28:08,579 you’re asleep do you believe that Jesus Christ offered himself as much to God in 294 00:28:08,579 –> 00:28:13,280 his carpentry and in his caring for his mother as he did in his preaching and in 295 00:28:13,280 –> 00:28:17,939 his teaching and even in his dying and in his rising do you believe that see 296 00:28:18,819 –> 00:28:25,119 you gotta believe that because otherwise Jesus didn’t live a perfect life you 297 00:28:25,119 –> 00:28:28,280 don’t believe that what you’re saying is that he lived a perfect life for three 298 00:28:28,280 –> 00:28:32,619 years but not for thirty before that and the scripture makes it absolutely clear 299 00:28:32,619 –> 00:28:37,040 that Jesus Christ lived a perfect life in him was no sin what that means is 300 00:28:37,040 –> 00:28:41,339 that he offered the totality of himself to God throughout the entire course of 301 00:28:41,339 –> 00:28:44,839 his life that’s encouraging for all the carpenters and for all the people who 302 00:28:44,959 –> 00:28:49,959 mother and everything else that goes into the ordinary routine of life. You 303 00:28:49,959 –> 00:28:53,199 know we had someone from the church here won’t mention his name but we had 304 00:28:53,199 –> 00:28:57,119 someone from the church do some electrical work in our house recently 305 00:28:57,119 –> 00:29:05,060 and when I got the bill I noticed that at the top it had the contractors name 306 00:29:05,060 –> 00:29:13,739 and at the bottom it said a company desiring to bring honor to Jesus Christ 307 00:29:13,780 –> 00:29:24,859 Christ through service so that’s what Paul is talking about here you can 308 00:29:24,859 –> 00:29:37,520 install lighting to the glory of God you offer yourself in all that you do and in 309 00:29:37,520 –> 00:29:45,359 this way you live for and honor the name of Jesus Christ so we’re trying to get 310 00:29:45,359 –> 00:29:49,380 a handle on what it really means to offer yourself to Jesus Christ you offer 311 00:29:49,380 –> 00:29:54,479 yourself before you offer your gifts that’s crucial you offer yourself in 312 00:29:54,479 –> 00:29:58,500 your present circumstances you don’t spend the rest of your life saying oh if 313 00:29:58,500 –> 00:30:01,979 only it was different how useful I could be you offer yourself in the position 314 00:30:02,400 –> 00:30:09,880 God has placed you right now and you offer yourself in all that you do. 315 00:30:09,900 –> 00:30:15,880 The last thing is simply this that you offer yourself just as you are. 316 00:30:15,880 –> 00:30:19,400 Now, let’s come back to the definition of repentance one more time today repentance 317 00:30:19,400 –> 00:30:24,619 means turning from as much as you know of your sin to give as much as you know 318 00:30:24,619 –> 00:30:29,699 of yourself and what we’re learning I think in this series is that the 319 00:30:30,099 –> 00:30:34,239 life is really a life in which we continue to learn more about our sin 320 00:30:34,239 –> 00:30:38,339 more about ourselves and more about God that’s what growing as a Christian looks 321 00:30:38,339 –> 00:30:43,719 like. Now that reminds us something that we can easily forget that actually 322 00:30:43,719 –> 00:30:49,660 knowing yourself is a very very difficult business. It was Calvin who said that all 323 00:30:49,660 –> 00:30:56,339 true wisdom is really in two parts. It’s all about knowing God and knowing 324 00:30:57,180 –> 00:31:01,479 said you can never know the one without the other. It’s very fascinating to think 325 00:31:01,479 –> 00:31:06,699 about you see if you want to understand yourself you really have to know God 326 00:31:06,699 –> 00:31:09,660 because you’re made in His image and if you don’t know the one in whose image 327 00:31:09,660 –> 00:31:14,420 you are made how can you possibly know who you are? You want to know yourself 328 00:31:14,420 –> 00:31:19,040 you have to know God. But on the other hand if you want to know God you have to 329 00:31:19,040 –> 00:31:22,939 know yourself because you will never draw near to him in repentance and faith 330 00:31:23,079 –> 00:31:29,239 until you come to humbly see your own need of Him. So these two things always 331 00:31:29,239 –> 00:31:32,739 go together and the way that we have light on both is of course as we saw 332 00:31:32,739 –> 00:31:38,160 last time through the word of God. Knowing yourself is a difficult business 333 00:31:38,160 –> 00:31:46,780 and it is a lifelong journey to discover the strange movings of one’s own heart 334 00:31:47,119 –> 00:31:52,660 keeps taking you by surprise Jeremiah said the heart is deceitful above all 335 00:31:52,660 –> 00:32:01,099 things and who can understand it? Who can understand his own heart? Psalm 19 336 00:32:01,099 –> 00:32:09,280 David cries out, who can discern his errors? Psalm 139 David prays, Lord you 337 00:32:09,280 –> 00:32:14,560 need to search me and know me. And why does he pray like that because he knows 338 00:32:15,479 –> 00:32:19,760 how difficult it is for a man or a woman to know their own heart, you see only God can 339 00:32:19,760 –> 00:32:28,560 fully understand the heart. Know God more and you will come to know yourself more. 340 00:32:28,560 –> 00:32:36,040 One day of course you will know even as now you are known by God and then when 341 00:32:36,040 –> 00:32:40,959 you know yourself fully you will be more grateful for God’s grace than you ever 342 00:32:40,959 –> 00:32:47,500 have been before. But what you can do right now is to offer yourself to God 343 00:32:47,500 –> 00:32:56,699 just as you are and because he is gracious he will receive you. I think it’s 344 00:32:56,699 –> 00:33:01,359 caught well in the hymn that’s familiar to many, hymn Just As I Am that expresses 345 00:33:01,359 –> 00:33:08,439 how we come to the Lord and one of the verses says, just as I am though tossed 346 00:33:08,439 –> 00:33:18,459 about with many a conflict, many a doubt, fighting’s within and fears without, oh 347 00:33:18,459 –> 00:33:23,900 Lamb of God I come. With all the stuff and all the struggle that’s going on 348 00:33:23,900 –> 00:33:29,920 within me I come just as I am to you. It’s the only way you can come to the 349 00:33:29,920 –> 00:33:37,260 Lord. Look to him to work by his grace in your life to move you forward 350 00:33:37,439 –> 00:33:43,780 in a way that otherwise would just not be possible. You offer yourself as you 351 00:33:43,780 –> 00:33:49,599 are. The reason you can do that is that as a Christian believer Paul says 352 00:33:49,599 –> 00:33:53,260 you’ve been brought from death to life. Isn’t that a beautiful statement in 353 00:33:53,260 –> 00:33:58,380 verse 13, offer yourself to God as those who’ve been brought from death to life. 354 00:33:58,380 –> 00:34:03,400 You may have all kinds of struggles and fears but you belong to Christ and his 355 00:34:03,619 –> 00:34:09,239 resurrection life is in you. His Spirit is in you so give yourself to him because 356 00:34:09,239 –> 00:34:18,879 you are his that’s what he’s saying. One man who struggled to know himself 357 00:34:18,879 –> 00:34:27,120 perhaps more than most was Dietrich Bonhoeffer. Bonhoeffer was one of the 358 00:34:27,120 –> 00:34:31,419 German Christian leaders who stood against the Nazi regime. It took great 359 00:34:31,439 –> 00:34:37,459 courage to do what he did. As a result he was imprisoned and eventually was 360 00:34:37,459 –> 00:34:46,100 executed. He became a martyr for his faith and bonhoeffer was an inspiration 361 00:34:46,100 –> 00:34:51,840 to many and still is through his writings today. People admired him for 362 00:4:51,840 –> 00:34:56,540 his courage. people looked to him for the strength of his testimony. This man was a 363 00:34:56,659 –> 00:35:04,639 leader.” But when bonhoeffer looked into his own heart he wasn’t quite so sure 364 00:35:04,639 –> 00:35:10,760 and he wrote a wonderful poem with which I want to conclude this morning and it’s 365 00:35:10,760 –> 00:35:19,179 simply entitled, Who Am I? In it he struggles with how people see him on 366 00:35:19,179 –> 00:35:22,639 the one hand, they think he’s such a marvelous strong person and then when he 367 00:35:22,739 –> 00:35:29,719 looks into his own heart he has all of these struggles. He writes these words, 368 00:35:29,719 –> 00:35:39,459 Who am I? They often tell me that I would step from my cells confinement calmly, 369 00:35:39,459 –> 00:35:48,780 cheerfully, firmly, like a squire from his country house. Who am I? They often tell 370 00:35:48,780 –> 00:35:54,540 me I would talk to my warders freely and friendly and clearly as though it were 371 00:35:54,540 –> 00:36:01,939 mine to command. Who am I? They also tell me that I would bear the days of 372 00:36:01,939 –> 00:36:10,360 misfortune equitably, smilingly, proudly, like one accustomed to win. Am I really 373 00:36:10,760 –> 00:36:20,280 all that which other men tell off? Or am I only what I know of myself, restless 374 00:36:20,280 –> 00:36:25,959 and longing and sick like a bird in a cage, struggling for breath as though 375 00:36:25,959 –> 00:36:31,399 hands were compressing my throat, hungry for colors for flowers and for the 376 00:36:31,399 –> 00:36:38,439 voices of birds, thirsty for words of kindness for neighborliness, trembling 377 00:36:38,439 –> 00:36:45,580 with anger at despotisms and petty humiliation, caught up in expectation of 378 00:36:45,580 –> 00:36:52,100 great events, powerlessly grieving for friends at an infinite distance, weary 379 00:36:52,100 –> 00:37:00,260 and empty at praying and thinking, at making, faint and ready to lay farewell 380 00:37:00,479 –> 00:37:11,300 to it all. Who am I? This, or the other? am I one person today and another tomorrow? 381 00:37:11,300 –> 00:37:19,600 Am I both at once a hypocrite before others and before myself a 382 00:37:19,600 –> 00:37:26,739 contemptibly woe-begone weakling? Or is there something within me still like a 383 00:37:27,000 –> 00:37:37,479 beaten army fleeing in disorder from a victory already achieved? Who am I? 384 00:37:37,479 –> 00:37:50,580 they mock me these lonely questions of mine whoever I am thou knowest oh god I 385 00:37:50,919 –> 00:38:00,979 I am thine now you see that’s where he finds his peace in the middle of this 386 00:38:00,979 –> 00:38:09,179 extraordinary struggle whatever you are facing right now here is the one thing 387 00:38:09,179 –> 00:38:23,020 that matters you belong to Christ so offer yourself to God as one who has 388 00:38:23,020 –> 00:38:28,719 been brought from death to life

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