Resent God’s Providence in Ordering the World, Part 1

Jonah 4:1-4

What do Jonah, Asaph, and the elder brother from Jesus’ story have in common? Despite being obedient servants, they all confronted deep-seated resentment. Join us as we unravel the complexities of how devoted service can sometimes lead to unexpected personal struggles.

Drawing from the rich narrative of Jonah Chapter 4, Pastor Colin sheds light on the dangers of undermining one’s own repentance and the subtle yet profound impact this can have on our relationship with God. This episode provides not only a cautionary tale but also offers a glimpse of hope and redemption, encouraging listeners to embrace God’s grace rather than falling into resentment.

100:00:00,280 –> 00:00:08,460What do Jonah and Asaph and the older brother in Jesus’ story have in common?200:00:08,460 –> 00:00:12,920They’re all hard workers, they’re all obedient,300:00:12,920 –> 00:00:17,459they are all marvelous servants fulfilling400:00:17,459 –> 00:00:20,000everything that they have been called to do.500:00:20,000 –> 00:00:25,020They stretch themselves out in serving, just like some of us.600:00:25,160 –> 00:00:28,440Welcome to Open the Bible with Paul Sturgeon.700:00:28,459 –> 00:00:30,860Welcome to Open the Bible with Pastor Colin Smith.800:00:31,000 –> 00:00:31,860I’m David Pick.900:00:32,220 –> 00:00:33,939Glad you could join us today.1000:00:33,959 –> 00:00:37,820And Colin, so, there are similarities between these three characters.1100:00:37,820 –> 00:00:40,860But we’re going to find that there are even more similarities.1200:00:40,860 –> 00:00:42,180Yeah, here’s the problem.1300:00:42,180 –> 00:00:46,439They all ended up being filled with resentment, or at least at one stage that was true of1400:00:46,439 –> 00:00:47,439Jonah.1500:00:47,439 –> 00:00:52,480At one stage that was true of Asaph, who was a choir leader, a director of worship.1600:00:52,480 –> 00:00:59,840But there are folks who are in ministry and who somehow end up being filled with resentment1700:00:59,840 –> 00:01:02,880and God lays hold of their lives and turns them around.1800:01:02,880 –> 00:01:05,379And the elder brother in Jesus story’s just like that.1900:01:05,379 –> 00:01:06,379Loyally serving.2000:01:06,379 –> 00:01:07,559I’m doing all this work.2100:01:07,559 –> 00:01:11,680And, Father, why don’t you reward me and kill the fatted cat for me.2200:01:11,680 –> 00:01:16,300The guy’s full of resentment and that’s precisely where we don’t want to be.2300:01:16,300 –> 00:01:21,360So if someone listening today may feel like that, what’s the right response to that?2400:01:21,480 –> 00:01:25,860Well that’s where the story of Jonah is such a marvelous encouragement because Jonah was2500:01:25,860 –> 00:01:28,320there and God did not let him go.2600:01:28,320 –> 00:01:33,080We keep coming back to that marvelous truth and God touches his heart so that by the end2700:01:33,080 –> 00:01:38,099of his life he’s able to write the story that we have in the book of Jonah.2800:01:38,099 –> 00:01:39,660His life testimony.2900:01:39,660 –> 00:01:44,059And at the end, or rather it’s right in the middle, but the climax of the story is him3000:01:44,059 –> 00:01:49,879saying salvation comes from the Lord and what he’s saying there is that God laid hold of3100:01:50,480 –> 00:01:56,879me as a faithful servant who ended up in resentment and God brought me through that and he3200:01:56,980 –> 00:01:57,779didn’t let me go.3300:01:57,779 –> 00:02:01,680We’re going to hear about that resentment in the story of Jonah today.3400:02:01,680 –> 00:02:06,800We’re looking at chapter four so join us there if you can as we begin the message Resent3500:02:06,800 –> 00:02:09,419God’s Providence in Ruling the World.3600:02:09,419 –> 00:02:10,800Here is Colin.3700:02:10,800 –> 00:02:15,419God has done miracles of grace in Jonah’s life.3800:02:15,660 –> 00:02:21,440Remember that while Jonah disobeyed God, God sent a storm to bring Jonah back from a3900:02:21,440 –> 00:02:25,539life that otherwise would’ve been wasted in disobedience.4000:02:25,539 –> 00:02:30,779Then God marvelously sends a fish to save Jonah’s life from drowning.4100:02:30,779 –> 00:02:34,539We’ve been learning that God wonderfully cares about his servants and that when he4200:02:34,539 –> 00:02:37,880sets his love on you, he never lets you go.4300:02:37,880 –> 00:02:43,440He has his way of bringing his own children back and many of us from our hearts are gonna4400:02:44,039 –> 00:02:49,279be saying thank God for that in my life and in my experience.4500:02:49,279 –> 00:02:54,339Not only has God been at work doing miracles in Jonah’s life, but God has been at work4600:02:54,339 –> 00:02:57,759doing miracles through Jonah’s ministry.4700:02:57,759 –> 00:03:04,339He went to Nineveh and we saw last weekend that going into this major city of an empire4800:03:04,339 –> 00:03:10,119that really was known for terror and known for violence and known for torture, Jonah4900:03:10,119 –> 00:03:16,539goes in and he proclaims the Word of the Lord and there is this extraordinary response.5000:03:16,539 –> 00:03:20,660The people of Nineveh, of all people, believed God.5100:03:20,660 –> 00:03:22,279They turn to God in repentance.5200:03:22,279 –> 00:03:28,059They start crying out to God urgently in prayer and they put their hope in the mercy5300:03:28,059 –> 00:03:30,419of the Living God of the Bible.5400:03:30,820 –> 00:03:37,619By any standards, what we saw last week in Jonah in chapter three is an unusual, remarkable,5500:03:37,619 –> 00:03:40,199amazing work of God.5600:03:40,199 –> 00:03:48,279Thousands of Assyrian people in that generation in Jonah’s time came to faith and repentance5700:03:48,279 –> 00:03:53,639and you would think that a man who had been used by God in such an amazing way, miracles5800:03:53,639 –> 00:03:59,100in his own life and miracles through his ministry, would be in a position of being full of joy5900:03:59,899 –> 00:04:06,720and yet, what we find here to our surprise, is that exactly the opposite is the case.6000:04:06,740 –> 00:04:16,220Chapter four in verse one, but after these miracles of grace, Jonah was greatly displeased6100:04:16,220 –> 00:04:19,459and he became angry.6200:04:19,459 –> 00:04:23,799I want you to remember Jonah was a mature believer.6300:04:23,799 –> 00:04:28,019I want you to remember he was a prophet of the living God.6400:04:28,100 –> 00:04:33,200I want you to remember that he was, if we can put it in our terms today, a full-time missionary,6500:04:33,200 –> 00:04:36,359cross-cultural.6600:04:36,359 –> 00:04:40,739And you would think that a man like that, mature in faith, a prophetic ministry, an6700:04:40,739 –> 00:04:46,859overseas missionary, who had been blessed in an unusual way, seen a revival through6800:04:46,859 –> 00:04:54,779his work, would just be full of thanksgiving and praise to God, but what we find in Jonah6900:04:55,239 –> 00:05:04,2394 is that this man is angry, he is frustrated, and he is out of sorts with the God he sent7000:05:04,239 –> 00:05:07,820out to serve.7100:05:07,820 –> 00:05:13,019Now I want you to notice before we get into this, that in the Bible, Jonah was not the7200:05:13,019 –> 00:05:15,239only one to go through this experience.7300:05:15,239 –> 00:05:18,540Let me give you a couple of examples.7400:05:18,540 –> 00:05:24,820In Psalm 73, we have the testimony of a man by the name of Asaph, who has some distinct7500:05:24,820 –> 00:05:31,000similarities to Jonah both in his profile and in his experience.7600:05:31,000 –> 00:05:35,619Asaph was the director of music for King David.7700:05:35,619 –> 00:05:41,359His ministry, very high profile ministry really in the time, was to be the director of worship7800:05:41,359 –> 00:05:44,279in the temple of God in the City of Jerusalem.7900:05:44,320 –> 00:05:49,279At David’s time, of course, before the temple as they anticipated the building of it in8000:05:49,279 –> 00:05:51,040the time of Solomon.8100:05:51,040 –> 00:05:59,440But in Psalm 73, Asaph tells us about how he went through an experience just like Jonah.8200:05:59,440 –> 00:06:01,679Psalms 73, in verse 2,8300:06:15,040 –> 00:06:17,959I could make no sense of how God orders the world.8400:06:17,959 –> 00:06:23,119It seemed to me sometimes that God was kinder to his enemies than he is to his own friends.8500:06:23,119 –> 00:06:28,600And so I began to ask this question, what has been the point in me keeping my own heart8600:06:28,600 –> 00:06:30,519pure?8700:06:30,519 –> 00:06:35,140Here’s a man who’s pouring himself into ministry, and at some point down the years8800:06:35,140 –> 00:06:39,820he says, What’s the point of living like this?8900:06:39,820 –> 00:06:47,420The wicked prosper, so why have I kept my heart pure?9000:06:47,420 –> 00:06:49,359And he said, My foot almost slipped.9100:06:49,359 –> 00:06:54,579I nearly lost it at that point, because I was thrown into this internal struggle in9200:06:54,579 –> 00:07:00,899which, as a mature believer in service for God, I found a struggle going on within me9300:07:00,899 –> 00:07:04,500I could scarcely comprehend.9400:07:04,500 –> 00:07:08,579Let me give you another example that comes from a story that the Lord Jesus told, perhaps9500:07:08,579 –> 00:07:11,899his best known story of all, the story of the prodigal son.9600:07:11,899 –> 00:07:14,859Remember the story, Luke, chapter 15?9700:07:14,859 –> 00:07:21,420The younger brother goes to a far country and wastes his inheritance on riotous living.9800:07:21,420 –> 00:07:25,220But then the older brother stayed at home, and what did he do?9900:07:25,220 –> 00:07:27,019He worked.10000:07:27,019 –> 00:07:29,399He served the father.10100:07:29,399 –> 00:07:35,239He works hard day in, day out in the father’s service, and then the young son comes home.10200:07:35,920 –> 00:07:40,859And when that happens, the father forgives him and he welcomes the younger son back into10300:07:40,859 –> 00:07:43,179the family home.10400:07:43,179 –> 00:07:51,559And Jesus says, Luke chapter 15 in verse 28, at this point, the elder brother became angry.10500:07:51,559 –> 00:07:53,839Notice the word.10600:07:53,839 –> 00:07:58,920He said, all this years I have been slaving for you.10700:07:58,920 –> 00:07:59,980That’s what he said to the father.10800:07:59,980 –> 00:08:03,420I have never disobeyed your orders.10900:08:03,420 –> 00:08:04,420It’s rather like Esau.11000:08:04,420 –> 00:08:06,200See I have kept my heart pure.11100:08:06,200 –> 00:08:09,679I’ve walked the road you called me to walk and serve on.11200:08:09,679 –> 00:08:16,019The older brother is not angry with the younger brother, the older brother is angry with the11300:08:16,019 –> 00:08:22,579father, and that is where Jonah was in Jonah and chapter 4.11400:08:22,579 –> 00:08:25,179Now here is an interesting question.11500:08:25,179 –> 00:08:32,520What do Jonah and Esau and the older brother in Jesus’ story have in common?11600:08:32,580 –> 00:08:34,960There is a distinct similarity in the profile.11700:08:34,960 –> 00:08:39,559They are all hard workers.11800:08:39,559 –> 00:08:42,020They are all obedient.11900:08:42,020 –> 00:08:48,640They are all marvelous servants fulfilling everything that they have been called to do.12000:08:48,640 –> 00:08:56,179They stretch themselves out in serving, just like some of us do, and I am deducing this12100:08:56,219 –> 00:09:02,820application from that profile, that those who give themselves most fully to serving12200:09:02,820 –> 00:09:10,940God can find themselves, at some point in their lives, frustrated and even angry with12300:09:10,940 –> 00:09:17,260the God they serve, and there is a great mystery here that I don’t suppose any of12400:09:17,260 –> 00:09:20,020us will fully understand this side of heaven.12500:09:20,020 –> 00:09:23,140How is it that I can experience God’s grace in my own life?12600:09:23,260 –> 00:09:28,140I can experience God’s grace in my ministry and still find that I struggle with the God12700:09:28,140 –> 00:09:30,940that I love.12800:09:30,940 –> 00:09:36,679How is it possible to be in the middle of a great work of God and yet not to find joy12900:09:36,679 –> 00:09:38,280in it?13000:09:38,280 –> 00:09:43,000And what Jonah is showing us in chapter four of this is very important.13100:09:43,000 –> 00:09:49,380Is that one of the primary ways in which a mature believer can avoid a God-centered life13200:09:49,599 –> 00:09:52,299is that you SERVE God… you really do.13300:09:52,299 –> 00:09:58,219And then you end up resenting the very God that you serve.’13400:09:58,219 –> 00:10:01,520You’ve been listening to Open the Bible with Pastor Colin Smith and we’ve got to pause13500:10:01,520 –> 00:10:05,099the message briefly there but we’ll be back very shortly.13600:10:05,099 –> 00:10:10,460The message is called Resign God’s Work and it’s part of our series Based on the book13700:10:10,460 –> 00:10:14,460of Jonah … How to Avoid a God-Centered Life.13800:10:14,460 –> 00:10:16,979Somewhat ironic title there as you will gather.13900:10:17,179 –> 00:10:22,200If you ever miss one of the messages in the series you can easily catch up or go back14000:10:22,200 –> 00:10:29,679and listen again by coming online to our website OpenTheBible.org.uk or also by finding us14100:10:29,679 –> 00:10:35,760as a podcast and those are on all the main podcast sites, search for Open the Bible UK14200:10:35,760 –> 00:10:38,820or follow the links from our website.14300:10:38,820 –> 00:10:42,140Back to the message now there again is Collin.14400:10:42,179 –> 00:10:47,119Now what Jonah is showing us in chapter four this is very important is that one of the14500:10:47,119 –> 00:10:54,219primary ways in which a mature believer can avoid a God-centered life is that you serve14600:10:54,219 –> 00:11:02,320God, you really do and then you end up resenting the very God that you serve.14700:11:02,320 –> 00:11:08,080Now if you have sacrificed much for the cause of Jesus Christ in your life you are likely14800:11:08,200 –> 00:11:14,780to experience this trial therefore you need to know how to deal with it which is surely14900:11:14,780 –> 00:11:17,739the reason that Jonah chapter 4 is given to us.15000:11:17,739 –> 00:11:24,080I want us to see first how this resentment towards God grew within Jonah’s life and15100:11:24,080 –> 00:11:30,159then how wonderfully God dealt with Jonah to deliver him from it.15200:11:30,159 –> 00:11:34,760Now let’s jump in then to verse 2 and let’s begin by observing something that Jonah did15300:11:34,780 –> 00:11:36,460exactly right.15400:11:36,460 –> 00:11:39,239It says there that he prayed to the Lord.15500:11:39,239 –> 00:11:41,500Do you notice the contrast?15600:11:41,500 –> 00:11:46,479In chapter 1 Jonah is unhappy with God and so he runs from the Lord.15700:11:46,479 –> 00:11:52,559In chapter 4 Jonah is still unhappy with God but now he prays to the Lord.15800:11:52,559 –> 00:11:54,760That’s progress.15900:11:54,760 –> 00:12:00,400But I want you to notice that Jonah’s prayer is a complaint against God and it’s not just16000:12:00,400 –> 00:12:02,179a complaint about what God does.16100:12:02,179 –> 00:12:05,719It really is a complaint about who God is.16200:12:05,719 –> 00:12:11,919O LORD, is this not what I said while I was still at home?16300:12:11,919 –> 00:12:14,940This was why I was so quick to flee from Tarshish.16400:12:14,940 –> 00:12:22,000I knew that you are a gracious and compassionate God, slow to anger and abounding in love.16500:12:22,000 –> 00:12:27,419A God who relents from sending calamity.16600:12:27,419 –> 00:12:33,599Now these words he’s really quoting what was a very famous phrase among God’s people.16700:12:33,599 –> 00:12:39,979It came from Exodus in chapter 34 verses 6 and 7, where we have for the first time this16800:12:39,979 –> 00:12:42,219great statement about God’s character.16900:12:42,219 –> 00:12:46,619He’s gracious, he’s compassionate, he is slow to anger, he is abounding in love.17000:12:46,619 –> 00:12:51,020And you will find these two repeated again and again throughout the scriptures and God’s17100:12:51,020 –> 00:12:55,059people would regularly have repeated this as part of their praise sort of thing we could17200:12:55,059 –> 00:12:56,719do as we gather together in worship.17300:12:56,719 –> 00:12:57,739Why do we praise God?17400:12:57,739 –> 00:13:01,159Because he’s gracious, he’s compassionate, he’s slow to anger, and he’s abounding17500:13:01,159 –> 00:13:02,159in love.17600:13:02,159 –> 00:13:07,679What Jonah does is he turns that back towards God and he makes it his complaint.17700:13:07,679 –> 00:13:09,219And here’s why.17800:13:09,219 –> 00:13:15,239God, You are too slow in dealing with evil.17900:13:15,239 –> 00:13:18,979See, this is Jonah’s struggle.18000:13:18,979 –> 00:13:23,380The people of Nineveh were evil, wicked.18100:13:23,440 –> 00:13:29,700And Jonah was quite sure that within a short time this city would return to evil ways even18200:13:29,700 –> 00:13:35,020if they had stopped and repented as a result of God’s grace and His ministry.18300:13:35,020 –> 00:13:36,119Jonah was sure of this.18400:13:36,119 –> 00:13:38,099And Jonah was right.18500:13:38,099 –> 00:13:45,479We saw last week, didn’t we, that history shows within a generation Nineveh, as the18600:13:45,479 –> 00:13:50,059generation that had turned to God, gave way to a new generation that had not experienced18700:13:50,059 –> 00:13:51,140the revival.18800:13:51,140 –> 00:13:55,460Nineveh turned within a generation or so to evil ways.18900:13:55,460 –> 00:14:01,039And the generation that repented was now taken… replaced by a generation that returned to19000:14:01,039 –> 00:14:03,520the old violence, the old torture.19100:14:03,520 –> 00:14:05,419And that generation did what?19200:14:05,419 –> 00:14:10,299They invaded the northern kingdom of Israel, where ten tribes were situated.19300:14:10,299 –> 00:14:17,500And they devastated them with extraordinary brutality.19400:14:17,500 –> 00:14:20,679Now Jonah saw that coming.19500:14:20,719 –> 00:14:24,880The book of Nahum that we have referred to a couple of times just a few pages on from19600:14:24,880 –> 00:14:32,140Jonah, it was written after the time of Jonah, and it lays out the excruciating evil to which19700:14:32,140 –> 00:14:34,760Nineveh returned.19800:14:34,760 –> 00:14:46,059All of which could have been avoided if only God had done what He first said, and blitzed19900:14:46,979 –> 00:14:51,539in the time of Jonah.20000:14:51,539 –> 00:14:58,780Have you never wondered about God’s strange providence in the way He orders the world?20100:14:58,780 –> 00:15:06,979How much suffering could this world have been spared if God had wiped out Hitler or Stalin20200:15:06,979 –> 00:15:13,640or Bin Laden when they were young?20300:15:13,640 –> 00:15:19,840Yet, He let them live.20400:15:19,840 –> 00:15:22,179Why?20500:15:22,179 –> 00:15:28,599Because He’s gracious, compassionate, slow to anger, abounding in love.20600:15:28,599 –> 00:15:33,739You see, that’s Jonah’s problem, that’s his complaint.20700:15:33,780 –> 00:15:41,340And when Jonah thought about how God rules the world and how He allows wickedness and20800:15:41,340 –> 00:15:49,219is so slow to bring devastating judgment that He could bring, it made Jonah angry.20900:15:49,219 –> 00:15:54,020If you haven’t struggled over that question, you haven’t looked very much at what’s21000:15:54,020 –> 00:15:56,080going on in the world.21100:15:56,080 –> 00:16:02,260Why does God rule the world in the way that He does?21200:16:02,299 –> 00:16:03,940Now, let’s try and probe a little bit deeper.21300:16:04,059 –> 00:16:07,359Try and get into what’s going on in Jonah’s heart here.21400:16:07,359 –> 00:16:08,359What’s actually happening?21500:16:08,359 –> 00:16:12,239What has caused Jonah to be thrown into this great struggle?21600:16:12,239 –> 00:16:14,479What is actually happening in his heart?21700:16:14,479 –> 00:16:22,179I want you to notice, and this is a very important principle, how Jonah undermines his own repentance.21800:16:22,179 –> 00:16:24,919Now, it’s right there in verse 2.21900:16:24,919 –> 00:16:26,520Notice this statement.22000:16:26,520 –> 00:16:32,280This is why I was so quick to flee to Tarshish.22100:16:32,280 –> 00:16:36,919Now, I want to suggest to you, and it’s important to see this clearly, that this is22200:16:36,919 –> 00:16:45,380a marvelous example of undermining your own repentance.22300:16:45,380 –> 00:16:46,380Remember the story.22400:16:46,380 –> 00:16:47,380Jonah had disobeyed God.22500:16:47,380 –> 00:16:51,440There was no doubt that he sinned when he got on the boat to go to Tarshish because22600:16:51,440 –> 00:16:54,719God had told him to go to Nineveh and he goes off in the opposite direction.22700:16:54,979 –> 00:16:58,599He disobeys God and God sends a storm to bring him back.22800:16:58,599 –> 00:16:59,719God is merciful to him.22900:16:59,719 –> 00:17:02,919God then sends the fish and the fish saves his life.23000:17:02,940 –> 00:17:07,640Jonah has repented of his disobedience and God forgave him.23100:17:07,640 –> 00:17:12,119He goes on into ministry and God blesses him.23200:17:12,119 –> 00:17:13,880But now, what’s happening in chapter four?23300:17:13,880 –> 00:17:16,479Ah, Jonah’s going backwards.23400:17:16,479 –> 00:17:21,119Now he wants to raise the very sin for which he has been forgiven, that is the sin of23500:17:21,119 –> 00:17:22,760going to Tarshish.23600:17:23,560 –> 00:17:31,640And he now wants to explain why he did the very thing for which he had previously repented.23700:17:31,640 –> 00:17:38,359He feels now, as he looks back on it, that there was some justification for what he did.23800:17:38,359 –> 00:17:40,459Some defense that could be offered.23900:17:40,459 –> 00:17:44,660Lord, the more I think about it, there were actually some very good reasons why I went24000:17:44,660 –> 00:17:46,880to flee to Tarshish and you know what?24100:17:46,880 –> 00:17:51,400As soon as you start explaining why it was that you sinned,24200:17:53,239 –> 00:17:58,400you undermine your own repentance.24300:17:58,400 –> 00:18:01,339See, repentance says, I did this.24400:18:01,339 –> 00:18:03,020It was wrong.24500:18:03,020 –> 00:18:09,599I take responsibility, and I trust myself to the mercy of God for my forgiveness.24600:18:09,599 –> 00:18:17,599But self-justification says, well now, you need to understand why it was that I did this.24700:18:17,920 –> 00:18:22,739And the truth is that within every human soul, there is a continuing battle that goes on24800:18:22,739 –> 00:18:29,040between repentance on the one hand, and self-justification on the other hand.24900:18:29,040 –> 00:18:34,239So that even after you repent of a particular sin in your life, you may find yourself down25000:18:34,239 –> 00:18:37,339the track thinking differently about it.25100:18:37,339 –> 00:18:41,520And it will occur to you to think like this, Actually, you know, I was very repentant.25200:18:41,520 –> 00:18:45,560But the more I think about it, there’s another side to this story.25300:18:45,739 –> 00:18:49,180There are some explanations, there is some defense to be offered for what I did.25400:18:49,180 –> 00:18:51,099Look at the pressures I was under.25500:18:51,099 –> 00:18:53,420Look at the difficulties I was facing at the time.25600:18:53,420 –> 00:18:55,219Look at the lack of support I had.25700:18:55,219 –> 00:18:57,380It’s easy to understand why I felt.25800:18:57,380 –> 00:19:01,579In fact, the more that I think about it, it would have been amazing if I did not fall.25900:19:01,579 –> 00:19:06,060And now, suddenly, you’ve undermined all your own repentance.26000:19:06,060 –> 00:19:07,739It happens.26100:19:07,739 –> 00:19:11,260Does this sound familiar?26200:19:11,260 –> 00:19:12,939A man has an affair.26300:19:12,939 –> 00:19:14,420He repents.26400:19:15,260 –> 00:19:16,359He takes responsibility.26500:19:16,359 –> 00:19:19,099He says he’s sorry, but a few weeks later, what happens?26600:19:19,099 –> 00:19:21,680His tone changes.26700:19:21,680 –> 00:19:27,439He begins to explain why it happened.26800:19:27,439 –> 00:19:31,380And his explanation undermines his repentance.26900:19:31,380 –> 00:19:35,739It turns out actually, it was someone else’s fault.27000:19:35,739 –> 00:19:37,900I’m sorry I lost my temper.27100:19:37,900 –> 00:19:43,579But remember you said – it just undermined your repentance.27200:19:43,859 –> 00:19:47,079No point in saying sorry.27300:19:47,079 –> 00:19:53,079Now, there is a subtle change that’s going on in Jonah right here that is of devastating27400:19:53,079 –> 00:19:56,119spiritual proportions.27500:19:56,119 –> 00:20:03,560He saw himself earlier as a sinner in need of the mercy of God.27600:20:03,560 –> 00:20:07,300A sinner who finds his hope in God.27700:20:07,300 –> 00:20:12,760But now he is seeing himself as a man who can offer an explanation for the wrong in27800:20:12,800 –> 00:20:14,359his life to God.27900:20:14,359 –> 00:20:18,520All the difference in the world between these two things.28000:20:18,520 –> 00:20:22,280You see it happening right here in Jonah chapter 4 in verse 2.28100:20:22,280 –> 00:20:26,000Oh Lord is not this what I said while I was still at home?28200:20:26,000 –> 00:20:29,239This is why I was so quick to flee to Tarshish.28300:20:29,239 –> 00:20:31,079See what he’s saying?28400:20:31,079 –> 00:20:36,420I went to Tarshish and I know it was wrong.28500:20:36,420 –> 00:20:40,400But actually God it’s your fault.28600:20:40,400 –> 00:20:44,140Because if you judged the wicked like you should be doing there wouldn’t have been28700:20:44,140 –> 00:20:45,140a problem.28800:20:45,140 –> 00:20:48,859But I know that you’re the God who relents from sending calamity, and that is why I went28900:20:48,859 –> 00:20:52,699so quickly to Tarshish.29000:20:52,699 –> 00:20:56,199Now notice the pattern.29100:20:56,199 –> 00:21:07,079When you feel that you can offer an explanation for your sin against God, you undermine your29200:21:07,079 –> 00:21:10,319own repentance.29300:21:10,319 –> 00:21:14,439You go back even on where perhaps you were once before.29400:21:14,439 –> 00:21:28,020Here’s the tragedy of it, if you go down that path it will not be long before you are angry29500:21:28,020 –> 00:21:29,020with God.29600:21:29,020 –> 00:21:35,000A powerful thought for us to wrap up our time together there, when a man or woman begins29700:21:35,000 –> 00:21:40,140to undermine their own repentance it won’t be long before they’re angry with God.29800:21:40,619 –> 00:21:45,900A reminder that we need to keep short accounts and not to avoid repentance.29900:21:45,900 –> 00:21:50,680You’ve been listening to Pastor Colin Smith on Open The Bible and a message called Resign30000:21:50,699 –> 00:21:57,699God’s work, part of the series, How to avoid A God Centred Life, based on the Book of Jonah.30100:21:57,699 –> 00:22:01,599And if you ever miss one of the series you can easily catch up, or go back and listen30200:22:01,599 –> 00:22:09,520again by coming online to our website openthebible.org.uk or by looking in your favourite podcast site30300:22:09,599 –> 00:22:16,199for Open the Bible UK, and there you’ll find all the messages which have already been broadcast.30400:22:16,199 –> 00:22:20,780Open the Bible is supported by our listeners, that’s people just like you and if you already30500:22:20,800 –> 00:22:26,800give to support the work thank you so much. If that’s something you’re considering doing,30600:22:26,800 –> 00:22:30,939if you’re able to begin a new direct debit to the work of Open the Bible, in the amount30700:22:30,939 –> 00:22:37,280of £5 per month or more, or a one-off gift of £50 or more, we’d be delighted to say30800:22:37,319 –> 00:22:44,540thank you by sending you a special gift. It’s a book called Gospel Stories by Andrew Wilson.30900:22:44,540 –> 00:22:50,180The book explores real encounters with Jesus, conversations and moments that revealed who31000:22:50,180 –> 00:22:57,040he is and why he came, and the kind of love that he offers. A love that pursues, forgives31100:22:57,040 –> 00:22:59,939and restores and never lets go.31200:22:59,939 –> 00:23:05,339That’s Gospel Stories by Andrew Wilson, and it’s our free gift to you. When you begin31300:23:05,719 –> 00:23:11,500supporting Open the Bible with a direct debit or a one-off gift. Full terms and conditions31400:23:11,500 –> 00:23:17,699are on our website, that’s at OpenTheBible.org.uk and you can give online.31500:23:17,699 –> 00:23:22,180You know Colin, it’s interesting, as you bring out in the Message today, that often it’s31600:23:22,180 –> 00:23:27,219the more spiritually matured person who does struggle with this issue of resentment.31700:23:27,219 –> 00:23:32,640This whole issue of spiritual maturity is really quite deceptive. You know, you get31800:23:32,719 –> 00:23:36,599these kind of scales of discipleship, you know, are you a level one or two or three31900:23:36,599 –> 00:23:42,119or four kind of level disciple and it’s all defined as to whether you do certain things32000:23:42,119 –> 00:23:49,040and what’s in place in your life. Where was Peter when he confessed that Jesus is the32100:23:49,040 –> 00:23:53,760Christ, presumably in a very good place and one minute later he says, don’t go to the32200:23:53,760 –> 00:23:57,739cross if Jesus is behind me saying, so where is Peter on the chart now?32300:23:57,839 –> 00:23:58,880Yeah. So, you know,32400:23:58,880 –> 00:24:04,540the idea that I’m at a certain place in terms of spiritual maturity is really simplistic.32500:24:04,540 –> 00:24:11,520It avoids the reality that there are layers in the life of every believer and that whatever32600:24:11,520 –> 00:24:16,459God is doing in us and through us, there are some surprises that can come to the surface32700:24:16,459 –> 00:24:21,000in strange ways and Jonah Chapter Four is the clearest example of this.32800:24:21,000 –> 00:24:25,760The man’s just been used to bring the Bible to a city through the preaching of the word32900:24:26,420 –> 00:24:29,140and now he is in the middle of an argument with God.33000:24:29,140 –> 00:24:33,300Well, that’s the kind of complexity of a so-called mature believer.33100:24:33,300 –> 00:24:34,900And he’s in the middle of the battle.33200:24:34,900 –> 00:24:39,660Well, that’s a great point you bring out there and I think most of us if we’d seen God pour33300:24:39,660 –> 00:24:44,479out His grace in the way that Jonah did, with the city of Ninevah, you would think that33400:24:44,479 –> 00:24:49,619would lead to worship and praise for God, for his grace.33500:24:49,619 –> 00:24:54,660But we’ll find out that there’s a little bit more to the story than that when we continue33600:24:54,660 –> 00:24:56,339with this message next time.33700:24:56,339 –> 00:25:02,219You’ve been listening to Open the Bible with Pastor Colin Smith and a message called Resign33800:25:02,219 –> 00:25:07,239God’s Work and as you’ve heard we’re going to continue with this message next time so33900:25:07,239 –> 00:25:09,819I very much hope you’ll join us with that.34000:25:09,819 –> 00:25:13,020For Open the Bible and Pastor Colin Smith, I’m David Pick.34100:25:13,020 –> 00:25:17,300I look forward to being here with you next time on Open the Bible.34200:25:17,800 –> 00:25:22,900God’s grace will either make you angry or lead you to worship.34300:25:22,900 –> 00:25:25,780Find out why next time on Open the Bible.

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